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10 Burnside Self Help- Memoirs

Reform at Victory

by Michele Ulriksen

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Synopses & Reviews

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Reform at Victory is a non-fiction account about author Michele Ulriksen's harrowing experience in an unlicensed/unregulated fundamentalist Baptist reform school, where the only way home is full conformity. She spends one full year at the locked-down facility, which is located in the California desert. The years are 1986-87.

Review:

"Reform at Victory reads like a prison memoir, filled with dangerous secrets, informers, late night escape attempts and heartwarming friendships formed against the backdrop of an incredibly harsh and oppressive environment. At its core, it is about a confused teenage girl who is confronted with questions many of us fail to answer until we are well into middle age, if ever. Michele wants to believe in a higher power and live a Christian life, but God is intangible, invisible. Like many sixteen-year-old girls, things like tanning, boys and dreams of MTV rock singers are much more real and immediate. As you read, you are inspired to ask the same wrenching, unanswerable questions of yourself that Michele wrestles with inside her head. She could never utter them aloud, the intercoms are listening." The Alchemist

Review:

"Reform at Victory is a compelling coming-of-age story of one girl's horrifying experience in a 'Christian' 'reform school.' Michele Ulriksen vividly captures adolescent life in a program aimed at stamping out any trace of individuality and spirit. If you want to understand how 'tough love' hurts teens, this book is a must-read." Maia Szalavitz, Author, Help At Any Cost: How the Troubled-Teen Industry Cons Parents and Hurts Kids

Review:

"Michele's personal account can help us to better recognize the very painful injuries that are being inflicted upon youth and families, and our society as a whole, by the present day phenomenon of institutional abuse in alternative residential treatment." Dr. Allison Pinto, Clinical Psychologist at University of South Florida

Review:

"Child abuse masquerading as religion is a very real and serious problem. Reform at Victory sheds light on an issue that is largely ignored by our society....The typical survivor of these reform schools and programs like them really struggle in life....The abuse causes them to have very low self-esteem. They feel 'lost' because their year(s) of isolation in the program have left them unprepared to deal with life beyond the walls of the facility. Drug and alcohol abuse is common. Many survivors have little or no contact with their families. They have trouble holding steady jobs. Stable intimate relationships are rare. As adults, many victims need professional counseling and a diagnosis of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is not uncommon." Shelby Earnshaw, Director of ISAC;International Survivor’s Action Committee

Review:

"Michele Ulriksen's Reform at Victory provides an emotional and shockingly candid portrayal of life in what passes for a Christian reform school, but amounts to a religious jail designed to brainwash its inmates. Her startling memoir chronicles her own experience as a 16-year-old whose sneaking out of the house lands her in a place where physical and emotional abuse is rampant and where she is denied even the most basic rights that most prisoners enjoy, as well as the after-the-fact impact of such incarceration. This is a must read for those who have survived these 'schools,' for parents considering placing a rebellious teen in such a setting, for mental health professionals who must deal with the fallout, and for government officials — and all the rest of us — who clearly need to take a more active role in curbing the abuses that are so commonplace in these facilities." Linden Gross, Author and Writing Coach

Review:

"Ulriksen's harrowing story brings to light the mentally and physically abusive treatment used in many fundamentalist reform schools, operating under the guise of Christian values and a rehabilitative environment." The Commuter

Review:

"Michele Ulriksen's story is a compelling personal story that also contains a pointed political message. Ms. Ulriksen exposes the damage that can be done by those whose religious mantles cover up abusive ideologies and anti-therapeutic methods. I hope this account will impel parents who want help for 'troubled teens' to learn much more about their options and compel legislators to carefully examine all requests for funding of 'faith based' childrens' services before doling out tax dollars to support them." Barry W. Lynn, Author and Executive Director of Americans United for the Separation of Church & State

About the Author

Michele Ulriksen was born on February 26, 1970 in Newport Beach, California and raised in Orange County. While navigating (badly) through a sea of teen angst she was shipped off to reform school, an experience that inspired her first book, Reform at Victory (Pizan Media, 2008).

As an adult she moved to the Bay Area to study Film and Creative Writing at the Academy of Art College in San Francisco. After five memorable years in the Bay Area, she headed north to Oregon where she accepted a writing/editing position with Oregon Public Broadcasting (OPB.)

After four rewarding years working in public radio, she resigned to accomplish some personal goals: finish her book and return to school. She is currently pursuing a bachelor's degree in English with emphasis in creative writing and women's studies at Portland State University.

Her publishing credits include World Kid Magazine, Listen Magazine, Freethought Today, Gazette-Times, OPB Member Guide, Willamette Freethinker, Rational Atheist, The Peaceworker, Alternatives Magazine, International Library of Poetry, The Alchemist, The Daily Barometer, HEAL, Creative Highway, and The Commuter, where she also served as a Copy Editor while attending community college. In addition to being a student and promoting her newly published memoir, Michele will begin work soon with an Oregon media company to film a movie based on her book.

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chameleon, December 19, 2008 (view all comments by chameleon)
This was a great read. I'd expected more of a dry account, but it was an engaging and living narrative journey through the experience of a Christian reform school. I really connected with Michele and her confusion, pain, anger, and dwindling hope. If anyone ever wondered what it was like to be brainwashed by an abusive cult, read this book. Locked in closets, drugs, suicides, fear mongering, psychological torture... it's all there... and sadly in the name of God and Jesus. No wonder the place has electric fences with barbed wire. If you are a Christian parent with an unruly child, read this book. Reform schools like this are not a solution.
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Daniel Henderson, November 15, 2008 (view all comments by Daniel Henderson)
This book is a must-read for anyone who is even remotely considering a reform school for their children.

This is a story about Michele Ulriksen's ordeal of being thrown into Victory Reform school for one year at the age of 16 after a few teenage misadventures. Her account, with names changed to protect the innocent, is a heartbreaking story of juvenile abuse, terror, the destruction of self-respect and self-discipline, and blatant, constant brainwashing that is an abomination to the religious and secular alike.

Michele attended Christian school from K-8 but asked to be moved into a secular high school to be with her friends. Soon after she began to rebel, to test boundaries and enjoy new things like MTV bands that were unknown to her before high school. Her devout mother and sister and her doubting but impartial father feel that they can no longer control Michele, but her disconnect from her family is what is spurring her bad behavior as she rebels with the support of her best friend and her divorced parents. After getting caught sneaking into her bedroom after a night of heavy drinking, her parents decide that they have no choice but to commit her to a Christian reform school for some re-education. A few days later they tell her that they are all going to the San Diego Wild Animal Park but take her to Victory instead.

After being torn away from her family by male staff members, her first stop was the "Get Right Room," a dark, windowless concrete solitary confinement cell the size of a closet where Christian music or Jerry Falwell sermons were blasted through the door on a small boom box turned up to the point of distortion for hours on end. From there she was partnered with a buddy for 30 days and was never alone during that time. Every day was regiments of prayer, Chapel, overly modest dress, excessive meals to ensure weight gain and lowered self esteem, and routine verbal abuse. The first contact with her family was a 15-minute phone call 90 days into her stay, though Michele eventually overhears Victory staff telling other parents that it would only be 45 days. This was not the only lie told to parents to get them to give up their children for one year.

Michele read her Bible regularly at Victory, and what she eventually learned about religion being a positive, empowered and self-realizing experience from Bible verses that never came up in Chapel made her realize that Victory was not about religion, because religion wasn't necessarily bad--only the manner in which certain verses were harnessed to deliver the abuse doled out in the name of conversion. It is for this reason that this should not be viewed merely as an anti-religion book. Michele learned and acknowledged the benefits of religion as well. She realized the difference between the hateful, ignorant teachings of radicals and the quiet, self-confident peace of true faith. She wondered if she truly was religious, and if all of the other girls were truly born-again when they left Victory or if they were faking to ensure release without extension or return.

As a former Catholic who struggled with these questions for many years, the story conjured up emotions I had long since buried inside me. I remembered the confusion, the want to do the right thing but the doubt and curiosity to keep asking questions while everyone pressured me to concede my quest for understanding. Whatever your personal beliefs, I believe that everyone could benefit from the kind of soul searching that this book facilitates.
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Product Details

ISBN:
9780615222530
Author:
Ulriksen, Michele
Publisher:
Pizan Media
Copyright:
Publication Date:
October 15, 2008
Binding:
Trade Paper
Language:
English
Pages:
300

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