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The Testosterone Files: My Hormonal and Social Transformation from Female to Male

by Max Wolf Valerio

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Max Wolf Valerio crafts a gripping and poetic account of life before, during, and after injecting testosterone. His observations about a lesbian transitioning to a heterosexual male highlights the physical and emotional differences between women and men, and challenges and confirms readers' assumptions about gender. <BR>Valerio presents his story in three parts: the height of his transition, in which he witnesses his increased energy and sex drive while struggling with gaining confidence in his male self and bearing witness to his own demise as a woman; life before testosterone, when as Anita, a self-identified lesbian out for fourteen years, she confronts startling moments of awareness of a deeper, earlier dream of who she really is; and life after testosterone, when the experience of living as a man is at once a homecoming and a confirmation that male behavior is at least partly biologically rooted. <BR>"The Testosterone Files addresses transitioning issues, from buying men's underwear to choosing a male name, as well as more profound subjects like male privilege, physical power, and existing as a male who was once distrustful and critical of men's intentions. Valerio's honesty regarding gender, identity, and self-perception comprise the core of this personal and absorbing narrative.

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"The best thing about this aggressive, emotional memoir by a former lesbian, female-to-male transgender is that its author never elicits easy sentiment or empathy from the reader. This is, by intent and in delivery, a tough book. Born in 1957 in Germany, a part — Native American Army brat, Anita Valerio grew up to be a lesbian-feminist who, after seeing the boxing film Raging Bull at age 23, began to understand that she was really a man. Eleven years later, Valerio is injecting testosterone and well on his journey to manhood. Valerio writes directly and forcefully about his 'primal' new male sexual desires, which feel like 'an outburst of instinct,' as opposed to life on estrogen, which felt like being submerged 'in a sweet, dense fog.' Valerio's maleness is often expressed in blunt, even offensive language, as at the end of the book, when he realizes, with irony but not sadness, that he has made a further advance into maleness when it becomes more difficult to communicate with women. Valerio's broad, dichotomized stands on politics and gender often feel like just another tough pose. Worse, they flatten out the memoir's emotional landscape. (June)" Publishers Weekly (Copyright Reed Business Information, Inc.)

Synopsis:

Max Wolf Valerio crafts a raw, gripping, and poetic account of life before, during, and after injecting testosterone. Valerio's detailed observations about a lesbian transitioning from female to a heterosexual male highlights the physical and emotional differences between women and men, and alternately challenges and confirms readers' assumptions about gender.

The Testosterone Files addresses the most fundamental issues of transitioning, from buying men's underwear to choosing a male name, as well as the profound subjects of male privilege, physical power, and existing as a male who was once distrustful and critical of men's intentions. Valerio's honest and forthcoming opinions on gender, identity, and self-perception comprise the core of this intensely personal and absorbing narrative which grapples with the tough and complex issues that emerge in a world whose assumptions about gender binaries are being increasingly challenged as more people openly self-define across the gender spectrum.

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Fran, February 4, 2007 (view all comments by Fran)
Don't let the prologue turn you off...This book is one of the best I have read describing the physical, emotional and mental effects of Testosterone in FtM.
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Product Details

ISBN:
9781580051736
Subtitle:
My Hormonal and Social Transformation from Female to Male
Author:
Valerio, Max Wolf
Publisher:
Seal Press (CA)
Subject:
Gender Studies
Subject:
Sex change
Subject:
Transsexuals
Subject:
Personal Memoirs
Subject:
SOCIAL SCIENCE / Gender Studies
Subject:
Transsexuals -- United States.
Subject:
Sex change -- United States.
Copyright:
Publication Date:
April 2006
Binding:
Paperback
Language:
English
Illustrations:
Y
Pages:
343
Dimensions:
8.14x6.42x1.03 in. .95 lbs.

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