andquot;During my life, I've spent thousands of hours and thousands of dollars on my hair, my makeup, and my clothes, trying to look prettier because I grew up believing that pretty girls had happier lives.andquot;

andquot;I'd be a lot happier now if I had that time and that money back.andquot;

Ilene Beckerman has lived long enough to have finally learned that there's more to happiness than finding the right hairdo and maintaining an ideal weight. This is never more clear than when she's invited to her fiftieth elementary-school reunion.

andquot;Of course I'd go to the reunion.andquot; Beckerman says. But delight soon turns to dismay: andquot;I wondered who'd be there. How would they look? Would I look as good? What would I wear? Could I lose twenty pounds by June?andquot; Her reunion presents the perfect occasion to illustrate the anxieties and doubts, the dreams and hard-earned truimphs, of womenand#8212;from Queen Victoria to Britney Spears.

Beckerman knows what really matters in life (besides good hair), and she imparts her wisdom in letters (unsent) to Madonna, Ava Gardner, Sofia Coppola, Meryl Streep, Gwyneth Paltrow, and others, and to her granddaughter Olivia. Frida Kahlo, Cinderella, Whistler's Mother, and Audrey Hepburn make appearances too. In this wise and wonerful book, she shares a lifetime of experience that reminds us that, ultimately, our mothers (and our grandmothers) were right: real beauty comes from within.

"Beckerman, a grandmother of six, used to think 'pretty girls had happier lives.' It's taken her nearly seven decades and thousands of dollars in makeup and accessories to realize this isn't true. But the author of Love, Loss and What I Wore still struggles with her inner demons, which she chronicles here. She wants to teach her young granddaughters, especially 11-year-old Olivia, not to become preoccupied with externals. She employs funny, often rueful observations, unsent fan letters to movie stars and simple, whimsical drawings to underscore her familiar point: beauty comes from within. Oddly, though, Beckerman spends much of the book lamenting her looks and weight — and everyone else's. She shares her insecurities, she says, so women will realize that physical perfection isn't everything and ends her book with this note to Olivia: 'I wish I'd known when I was your age... that I already had everything I needed within myself to be happy, instead of looking for happiness at the beauty counters of Bloomingdale's.' This is a sweet, well-intentioned book, but its approach to women's lives is dated, while its proclamations (e.g., 'life never turns out the way anyone expects') are obvious. Color illus. throughout." Publishers Weekly (Copyright Reed Business Information, Inc.)

1958. The movie is Vertigo. Kim Novak asks Jimmy Stewart, and#8220;Couldnand#8217;t you like me just the way I am?and#8221;

2001. The movie is Bridget Jonesand#8217;s Diary. Rene Zellweger asks Hugh Grant, and#8220;Canand#8217;t you just like me the way that I am?and#8221;

A lot of things have changed since 1958. Some things never change.

So begins Ilene Beckermanand#8217;s deftly drawn look at the doubts, dreams, and hard-earned triumphs of women, from the Audrey Hepburn era to the era of Britney Spears.

Like most women we know, Ilene Beckerman has struggled with self-esteem, confronted insecurities, survived dashed hopes, and lived long enough to have finally learned that thereand#8217;s more to happiness than finding the right hairdo and maintaining an ideal weight. This was never more clear to her than when she decided to go to her fiftieth elementary school reunion.

In Makeovers at the Beauty Counter of Happiness, Beckerman addresses what really matters in life. She shares her (unsent) letters to celebrities (including Ava Gardner, Elizabeth Taylor, and Madonna) and letters imparting wisdom to her granddaughter. Along the way, she discovers something that our mothers tried to tell us long ago: that beauty comes from within.

A deftly drawn look at the doubts, dreams, and hard-earned triumphs of women from the Audrey Hepburn era to the era of Britney Spears, this title chronicles the author's journey to believe that there's more to happiness than finding the right hairdo and maintaining an ideal weight.

The author of Love, Loss and What I Wore takes us to her school reunion to illustrate our often misguided concepts of beauty and success.

Ilene Beckerman was nearly sixty when she began herwriting career. Her articles have appeared in many places,including the New York Times, theLos Angeles Times, andLadiesand#8217;Home Journal; she has judged a Peoplemagazineand#8217;s and#8220;Best and WorstDressedand#8221; issue; and her books have been translated into German,Japanese, French, and Portuguese. She travels the country givingher funny and wise talks to large audiences. and#8220;Sometimes,and#8221; shesays, and#8220;I feel like Grandma Mosesand#8212;she didnand#8217;t start until latein lifeeitherand#8212;but I try not to look like her.and#8221;