Mercy, Unbound

Mercy O'Connor is becoming an angel.

She can feel her wings sprouting from her shoulder blades. They itch. Sometimes she even hears them rustling.

And angels don't need to eat. So Mercy has decided she doesn't need to either. She is not sick, doesn't suffer from anorexia, is not trying to kill herself. She is an angel, and angels simply don't need food.

When her parents send her to an eating disorder clinic, Mercy is scared and confused. She isn't like the other girls who are so obviously sick. If people could just see her wings, they would know. But her wings don't come and Mercy begins to have doubts. What if she isn't really an angel? What if she's just a girl? What if she is killing herself? Can she stop?

"Antieau's (Coyote Cowgirl, for adults) rather cumbersome first young-adult novel centers on a 15-year-old suffering an eating disorder who believes she is becoming an angel. Though Mercy confesses that she is hungry, she insists that if she eats, 'I'll lose my wings.' The narrative chronicles her interactions with others — her high-strung environmental lawyer mother, her calm professor-of-literature father and her fellow patients at a treatment center for eating disorders ('My mother does not see the irony of taking me to a hospital called Mercywood'). The narrative reveals the lingering effects of Mercy's losses: her younger brother was stillborn, her dog died and her beloved grandmother (who nearly starved in a Nazi concentration camp) moved away. After the two latter events, Mercy confides to her new friends at Mercywood that she did have an eating disorder 'but it went away.' She also shares with them the dream that first made her realize that she is an angel. After watching a news report about AIDS orphans in Africa, she dreamed that she was leaning over a dying person, 'my wings stretched out like an umbrella over the two of us, and I was whispering — bestowing compassion and mercy in a world that really needs it.' Although the writing can be lyrical, readers may feel that the moral ultimately drives the story. Unlike the more realistic Skin (reviewed above), this novel overlays a heavy (albeit uplifting) message that masks the moments of true connection — between Mercy and her parents, and Mercy and her peers. Ages 14-up." Publishers Weekly (Copyright Reed Business Information, Inc.)

An acclaimed author of adult books pens her first novel for teens, deliveringthis haunting, beautiful, and ultimately hopeful story of one girl's strugglewith anorexia. Original.

Kim Antieau is the author of Mercy, Unbound. She lives with her husband in the Pacific Northwest.