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The Adderall Diaries: A Memoir of Moods, Masochism, and Murder

by Stephen Elliott

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In the spring of 2007, a brilliant computer programmer named Hans Reiser stands accused of murdering his estranged wife, Nina. Despite a mountain of circumstantial evidence against him, he proclaims his innocence. The case takes a twist when Nina's former lover, and Hans's former best friend, Sean Sturgeon, confesses to eight unrelated murders that no one has ever heard of.

At the time of Sturgeon's confession, Stephen Elliot is paralyzed by writer's block, in the thrall of Adderall dependency, and despondent over the state of his romantic life. But he is fascinated by Sturgeon, whose path he has often crossed in San Francisco's underground S&M scene. What kind of person, he wonders, confesses to a murder he likely did not commit? One answer is, perhaps, a man like Elliott's own father.

So begins a riveting journey through a neon landscape of false confessions, self-medication, and torturous sex. Set against the backdrop of a nation at war, in the declining years of the Silicon Valley tech boom and the dawn of Paris Hilton's celebrity, The Adderall Diaries is at once a gripping account of a murder trial and a scorching investigation of the self. Tough, tender, and unflinchingly honest, it is the breakout book by one of the most daring writers of his generation.

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"As a writer stymied by past success, writers block, substance abuse, relationship problems and a serious set of father issues, Elliott's cracked-out chronicle of a bizarre murder trial amounts to less than the sum of its parts. Not long into the 2007 trial of programmer Hans Reiser, accused of murdering his wife, the defendant's friend Sean Sturgeon obliquely confessed to several murders (though not the murder of Reiser's wife). Elliott, caught up in the film-ready twist and his tenuous connection to Sturgeon (they share a BDSM social circle), makes a gonzo record of the proceedings. The result is a scattered, self-indulgent romp through the mind of a depressive narcissist obsessed with his insecurities and childhood traumas. Elliott is an undeniably good writer, but his voice has more to do with amphetamines than the author himself or the trial at hand. Elliott's frustration with himself is contagious; any readers expecting a true crime will be bewildered, and those familiar with Elliott (My Girlfriend Comes to the City and Beats Me Up) will find more (or less) of the same." Publishers Weekly (Copyright Reed Business Information, Inc.)

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"An endlessly fascinating memoir by a profoundly courageous writer....[A] refined, beautiful work of art....Deserves a place on the shelf next to such classics of uninhibited American introspection as On the Road and A Fan's Notes." Kirkus Reviews (starred review)

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"Brilliant, memorable prose...an unforgettable read." Foreword

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"You don't just read The Adderall Diaries; you fall right into them. You read as if you are a few words behind the writer, trying to catch up, to find out what happens, to yell at him that he's doing a great job. And he is. It's a brilliant book." Roddy Doyle

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"The Adderall Diaries is a startling and original concoction, an irresistible melding of reportage and memoir and reconstruction. This is Stephen Elliott's best book, perfectly suited to his gifts as a seeker, as a storyteller, as a poet of wounds, unwelcome and otherwise." Sam Lipsyte

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"The Adderall Diaries is phenomenal. With jittery finesse and a reformed tweaker's eye for detail, Stephen Elliott captures the terrifying, hilarious, heart-strangling reality of a life whose scorched-earth physical and psycho-emotional dimensions no one could have invented — they absolutely had to be lived. By all rights, the author should either be dead or chewing his fingers in a bus station. Instead, he may well have written the memoir of an entire generation." Jerry Stahl

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"I felt like a voyeur reading Stephen Elliott's memoir — what is shocking and unbearable to most of us is commonplace to him. Although a murder trial provides the structure for this book, it is really about the strangeness of life, about things that don't make sense and never will, about lessons that don't get learned, and ultimately about what we can and can't know about ourselves and others. Reading The Adderall Diaries is like taking a step toward the edge of a cliff so you can peer down and imagine what it might be like to slip and fall. Normally we shudder and step back. Stephen Elliott jumps, and his harrowing, riveting memoir convinces you to follow him vicariously." Amy Tan

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"The Adderall Diaries begins like the ocean, seemingly able to take in everything — prize fights to Paris Hilton — until the ocean forms into a river, making its way through unmapped territories — a murder, an absent father — and finally this river is distilled into one precious teardrop. Stephen Elliott is one of those 'people who keep searching when everything is dark' — I don't know a more hauntingly fearless writer, and this is an immediate, visceral, and ultimately beautiful book." Nick Flynn

Synopsis:

Set against the backdrop of a nation at war, The Adderall Diaries is at once a gripping account of a murder trial and a scorching investigation of the self. Elliott presents a riveting journey through a landscape of false confessions, self-medication, and torturous sex.

About the Author

Stephen Elliott is the author of seven books including Happy Baby, a finalist for the New York Public Library's Young Lions Award as well as a best book of 2004 in Salon.com, Newsday, Chicago New City, the Journal News, and The Village Voice. In addition to writing fiction he frequently writes on politics. In 2004 he wrote Looking Forward To It, about the quest for the Democratic Presidential nomination.

Elliott's writing has been featured in Esquire, the New York Times, GQ, Best American Non-Required Reading 2005 and 2007, Best American Erotica, and Best Sex Writing 2006. He was a Wallace Stegner Fellow at Stanford University and is a member of the San Francisco Writer's Grotto. He is the editor of The Rumpus.

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Neil Elliott, May 28, 2009 (view all comments by Neil Elliott)
Great Read From Bestselling Author

The author is one of the great writers of our times, and his 12 books have sold millions of copies around the world. In times to come, people will wonder that such a man existed in our age. He has been called, "a combination of Francois Villon, James T. Farrell, Maxim Gorky, Victor Hugo, and Dosteovski--on their best days!" And both the New York Times and an editor at Vanity Fair called his last novel, HAPPY BABY, "...the most beautiful and intelligent book ever written..." His stepmother called him "strong, dependable, and giving" when he was 13, and you can see those qualities in his work, as well as a gift for irony.

His great uncle Simon Frug was the last Natonal Jewish Poet of Russia under the Tsar Nicholas, but he grew up in an upper middle class home, in the wealthy Chicago enclave of Indian Boundary. At 14 he larked about the streets with his pals, doing drugs and alcohol. His father protected him from drug dealers who threatened him. At 15 his father let him live in a Jewish Childrens Bureau group home near their house with 6 other teens. He finished college without debt thanks to his dad, who also gave him free apartments, paid for graduate school, and paid his gambling debts. Then he started writing books in which he claimed to be an oppressed sad person. In these books he is always telling us his dad is a bad person, but is not very precise about why.

Nonetheless he writes beautifully, out of a deep compulsion that has nothing to do with free will. As Isaac Bashevis Singer once said, "Of course I believe in free will--I have no choice!"

But with sweetness, goodness, and genius like this, who cares what's born from compulsion and what isn't?


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Product Details

ISBN:
9781555975388
Subtitle:
A Memoir of Moods, Masochism, and Murder
Author:
Elliott, Stephen
Publisher:
Graywolf Press
Subject:
General
Subject:
Personal Memoirs
Subject:
Authors, American - 21st century
Subject:
Elliott, Stephen
Publication Date:
September 2009
Binding:
Hardcover
Language:
English
Illustrations:
Y
Pages:
224
Dimensions:
8.48x6.00x.84 in. .80 lbs.

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