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Blind Devotion: Survival on the Front Lines of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder and Addictionby Sharlene Prinsen
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"Prinsen's book begins with a traumatic ending: a scene in which Prinsen escapes, children in hand, from her raging husband, Sean, a veteran of the NATO peacekeeping force in Bosnia. Then, with the aid of hindsight, Prinsen brings us through the events that led to her situation. She describes the signs of Sean's depression, addiction, and wartime PTSD that were evident from the very beginning of their relationship, in 2000, and she captures how falling in love with Sean was an addiction in itself, characterized by extreme highs and lows. Indeed, the only middle ground in this memoir is Prinsen's calm retrospection as she describes incessant arguments, Sean's time in jail, and the difficulties for her children. She is open but not imposing about the role of the 12 steps in her healing process; emphasizing the importance of spirituality and support. Sidebars offering practical information about addiction, PTSD, and recovery can feel like forced interruptions, but they are undeniably useful for people in similar situations. At the end of the book Prinsen notes that, while she remains with her slowly recovering husband, their journey is never-ending and rocky. The path marked by her memoir, meanwhile, radiates strength and serenity." Publishers Weekly Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.
One womans startling firsthand account of her struggle to protect her children while facing the man she married, a combat veteran plagued by addiction, rage, and depression born from PTSD.
Sharlene peered out the window into the blackness that enveloped her yard. She couldnt see them, but she knew they were out there—police officers and a SWAT team holding their positions in the wood line outside her front door, their weapons trained with deadly precision on her home.Dont let them shoot at my kids!” she shouted into the phone to the dispatcher as her drunk, enraged, and armed husband picked up the other line and yelled, Go on, get the hell out of here then!”
When she first met Sean seven years earlier, Sharlene never imagined that hed someday be the catalyst to this terrifying scene. Sean was handsome in his camouflage fatigues, looking proud and just a little cocky. Unlike any other man she had ever met, he was an easy, charming conversationalist, and his sincerity was unmistakable. The two married and started a family.
But Seans drinking soon took over, and signs of depression and his raging outbursts amplified. Something was seriously wrong. He never talked about his tours overseas, including his seven-month peacekeeping mission in the aftermath of Slobodan Milosevics ethnic cleansing campaign, but there were signs that what he experienced in Bosnia left him reeling at his core. As Seans behavior grew increasingly worse, Sharlenes obsessive worry for his well-being trumped her basic needs. She knew that her husband was suffering from tremendous inner
turmoil—which she later learned was PTSD—and she hoped, more than anything, to
nurse him back to the loving partner and father she knew he could be.
A powerful story of pain and forgiveness, horror and hope, Blind Devotion gives voice to the thousands of families who are struggling to heal and to achieve the sense of normalcy stolen by the trauma in their lives.
About the Author
Sharlene Prinsen and her husband Sean have been married for eleven years and have two children. She is a teacher in northern Wisconsin. This is her first book.
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