I started this project as a self help therapy. I had so much anger inside. I felt betrayed, abused, misused and unsure of the decisions I had made for my children and for me. I thank God for knowing something about him and never letting me forget that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me Phil 4:13. Knowing that he (God) loved me and that he was and always would be there for me made me appreciate him more with each passing day. This story is written to give hope and to encourage each person who is experiencing this type of drama. Your outcome may not be like mine but remember that God is real and if you seek him for direction he will guide you and he will have the victory. Be encouraged, don't question his plan, for the revelation awaits the appointed time Habakkuk 2:3 I am not for battered men or women staying in any abusive situation. This is not a message for anyone to jeopardize their life. It is to reiterate that God is real Walk in your God given purpose and live free from despair, worry and oppression.