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A Parchment of Leaves (Ballantine Reader's Circle)by Silas House
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Those words flew out of my mouth, as sneaky and surprising as little birds that had been waiting behind my teeth to get out. Apparently, they did the trick. I could see my announcement making a fist around his heart. I was so full of myself, so confident. One thing I knowed I could do was charm a man until he couldnt hardly stand it.
I wanted Saul Sullivan, plain and simple. That was all there was to it. I didnt love him—that came later—but I thought that I did. I mistook lust for love, I guess. I knowed that I could fill up some hole that he had inside of himself and hadnt even been aware of until laying eyes on me. Saul looked to me like he needed to lay his head down in somebodys lap and let them run their hand in a circle on his back until he was lulled off to sleep. I knowed that I was the person to do it. I had been waiting a long time for such a feeling to come to me.
That whole summer, I kept one eye on the road as I went about my chores. I throwed corn to the chickens without even watching them, bent over to pick beans and looked upside down at the road, where I might see his horse come trotting down foamy mouthed and big eyed. At first, when I caught sight of Saul heading down into Redbud Camp, I would turn back to the task at hand and make him think I hadnt seen him coming. Hed have to stop at the gate and yell out for me. I did this just to hear him holler. I loved his full-throated cry: “Vine! Come here to me!” I loved to hear my name on his tongue. But as summer steamed on, I couldnt bring myself to continue such games, and Id rush out to the road as soon as I seen him coming. Id throw down the hoe or the bucket of blackberries or whatever I was packing. Id leave one of my little cousins that I was supposed to be tending to, would rush off the porch even though Mama had ordered me to peel potatoes. The more he come by, the harder it was to stay away from him.
Mama frowned on all of this. Every time Id get back from being with him, shed wear a long, dark face and not meet my eyes. “Its not fitting,” she said. “People ought to court their own kind.”
“There aint no Cherokee boys to court,” I said. “Theyve left here.”
“Just the same,” Mama said, and dashed water out onto the yard. Her face was square and unmovable. “Them Irish are all drunks.”
I couldnt help but laugh at her, even though I knew this would make her furious. “Good Lord, Mama, thats what they say about Cherokees, too.”
Daddy made no objections. Him and Saul went hunting together and stood around in the yard kicking at the dust while they talked about guns and dogs. Saul brought him quarts of moonshine and sacks of ginseng. We were kin to everybody in Redbud Camp, and when they seen that Daddy had warmed to Saul, they started speaking to me again. Everybody looked up to Daddy, and if he approved of Saul, they felt required to do the same. My aunts Hazel and Zelda and Tressy even seemed to be taken with him. They talked about him while they hung clothes on the line, while they canned kraut in the shade, when everyone gathered to hear Daddys hunting tales at dusk.
“Wonder if hes freckled all over,” Hazel whispered. She was much older than me but had been widowed at a young age, and we had always been like sisters. She laughed behind cupped hands. “You know, down there.”
“You dont know, do you, Vine?” Tressy asked, jabbing her elbow into my ribs.
“They say the Irish are akin to horses,” Zelda said, “if you know what I mean.”
I had been around horses enough to know what this meant, so when they all collapsed in laughter, I had to join in.
I couldnt have cared less if they loved him or if they had all hated him and met him at the bridge with snarls and shotguns. I had decided that I was going to have him.
Our courting never took us past the mouth of Redbud. Even though Daddy thought a lot of Saul, he wouldnt allow it. Daddy had said that I was his most precious stone. “Ill let you trail from my fingers, but not be plucked,” Daddy told me one evening when Saul came calling.
I didnt care where we went, as long as he come to see me, but I would have liked to ride off on that fine horse with him a time or two without worrying how far we went. I thought a lot about how it would feel to just slip away, to just wrap my arms around Sauls waist and take off. We never got to do that, though. We always went down to the confluence of Redbud Creek and the Black Banks River. There was a great big rock there, round as an unbaked biscuit. It had a crooked nose that jutted out over the water. This was our spot.
Summer was barely gone before he asked me to marry him. I remember the way the air smelled that day—like blackberries ripe and about to bust on the vines. The sky was without one stain of cloud, and there didnt seem to be a sound besides that of his horse scratching its neck against a scaly-barked hickory and the pretty racket of the falls. We sat there where we always did, watching the creek fall into the river. The creek was so fast and loud that you couldnt do much talking there. This wall of noise gave us the chance to sit there and study each other. I spent hours looking at the veins in his arms, the calluses on his hands. He had taken a job at the sawmill and this had made his arms firm, his hands much bigger. When we wanted to speak, wed have to either holler or lean over to each others ears. It was a good courting place on this account. Any two people can set and jaw all day long, but it takes two people right for each other to set together and just be quiet. And its good to have to talk close to somebodys ear. Sometimes when he did this, his hot breath would send a shudder all through me.
That day, he run his rough hand down the whole length of my hair and smoothed the ends out onto the rock behind me. I closed my eyes and savored the feeling of him touching me in such a way. I have always believed that somebody touching your head is a sign of love, and his doing so got to me so badly that I felt like crying out. It seemed better to me than if he had leaned me back onto the rock and set into kissing. I knowed exactly how cool my hair was beneath his fingers, how his big palm could have fit my head just like a cap if he had taken the notion to position it in such a way, and I closed my eyes.
The closer it got to dark, the louder the water seemed to be. The sky was red at the horizon, and the moon drifted like a white melon rind in the purple sky opposite.
“Vine?” I heard him yell.
I turned to face him. “What?”
“We ought to just get married,” he hollered.
I nodded. “Well,” I mouthed. I didnt want to scream out my acceptance, but I sure felt like it. I turned back to the creek and was aware of my shoulders arching up in the smile that just about cut my face in half.
I stood within the shadows of the porch when Saul took Daddy out in the yard to ask for my hand. I had told Saul that it was customary to ask the mother of a Cherokee girl first, but he felt it would be a betrayal of Daddy if he did not tell him before anyone else. They were friends, after all.
Daddy leaned against the gate, his face made darker and older by the dying light. I knowed Daddy would say it was all right, but that hed tell Saul to ask for Mamas permission. I seen Daddy nod his head and put his finger to the touch-me-not bush that hung on the fence. All of the flowers were gone from it now, for summer was beginning to die. For some reason, I felt sick to my stomach.
Mamas voice was hot beside my ear. “Its been decided, then.”
“Not unless you say so.”
“What do you expect me to do? Mash out what you want so bad?” She stood there in the doorway, folding a sheet with such force that I thought the creases might never come out. She worked it into a neat square, then snapped it out onto the still air and folded it again.
“Ill tell him to go ahead with it, but you know it aint what I want. Its not right. Your daddys great-great-granny was killed by white men. My people bout starved to death hiding in them mountains when they moved everbody out. I cant forgive that.”
“That was a long time ago,” I said. “Eighty years, almost.”
“Might as well been yesterday.”
“Daddy says were Americans now,” I said, searching for something to say.
Mamas eyes were small and black and her skin seemed to be stretched tightly on her skull. I turned away, as I couldnt look at her. “Tetsalagia,” Mama said. I am Cherokee. I knew this much of our old language, as Mama said it to Daddy when they got into fights about how their children ought to be raised up. “Thats his way,” she said. “Not mine.”
“Dont do me thisaway, Mama. Your own sister married a white man.”
“And I aint heard tell of her since. Shes forgot everything about herself.”
“I never knowed much to begin with,” I said, more hateful than I intended. “You all act like the past is a secret.”
“Well, thats your Daddys fault. Not mine.”
In the yard, Saul and Daddy stood with their hands in their pockets. I realized that their friendship was gone. Theyd never go hunting together or go on with their notion of butchering a hog together this winter. Now they would only be father and son-in-law, one dodging the other. Saul would take me away from this creek, and Daddy would hold it against him, whether he intended to or not. They looked like they were searching for something else to talk about.
“You know youll have to leave this place,” she said, like she could read my thoughts. She whispered, as if they might hear us. “Leave Redbud Camp. All the people youve knowed your whole life.”
“I know it, Mama. Im eighteen year old, though. Most girls my age has babies,” I said, but this didnt make a bit of difference to her. She put her hand on my arm, and I turned to face her.
“I dont want you to leave me,” she said. I knowed this had been hard for her to put into words; she was not the kind of woman who said what her heart needed to announce. I listened for tears in her voice but could hear none. She was too stubborn to cry for me, but her words just about killed me. “Im afraid Ill never see you again.”
“Thats foolishness,” I said. “You know Id never let that happen.”
There was movement down on the yard, and I watched as Daddy headed up the road. I could see that he was hurt over my leaving. He was walking up on the mountain to think awhile. Most of my uncles got drunk when they were tore up, but Daddy always just went up on Redbud and listened to the wind whistle in the rocks.
Saul strode across the yard, as deliberate and broad shouldered as a man plowing a field. I eased past Mama. I didnt want to be out there when he asked her for my hand. I didnt want to remember the way her face would look when she agreed to it.
I lit a lamp and made the wick long so that I could see good by it. I carried the lamp through each little room, trying to memorize the house I had knowed all my life. I made a list of two or three things I wanted to take: one of the quilts Mama and her sisters had made, the cedar box my granddaddy had carved, the walnut bushel basket I had always gathered my beans in. I was homesick already and hadnt even left. I sucked in the smell of the place, memorized the squeaks in the floor. I run my hands over Mamas enamel dishpan, wrapped my fingers about the barrel of the shotgun Daddy kept by the door.
When I walked back into the front room, I knowed Saul would be standing there in the door. I didnt run to him. I set the lamp down on a low table so that my face would be lost to the grayness. I didnt want him to see the hesitation on my face. He was so happy he was breathing hard. “Its decided,” he said.
Still I stood in the center of the room, although I knowed he wanted me to come be folded up in his big arms.
“I know well have to live with your people,” I said, “so I want to marry amongst mine.”
“All right,” he said, and then he come to me and picked me up. I cried into the nape of his neck, not knowing if it was from grief or happiness, for both gave me wild stirrings in my gut.
" "It is the early 1900s in rural Kentucky, and young Saul Sullivan is heading up to Redbud Camp to look for work. He is wary but unafraid of the Cherokee girl there whose beauty is said to cause the death of all men who see her. But the minute Saul lays eyes on Vine, he knows she is meant to be his wife. Vine's mother disapproves of the mixed marriage; Saul's mother, Esme, has always been ill at ease around the Cherokee people. But once Vine walks into God's Creek, Saul's mother and brother Aaron take to her immediately. It quickly becomes clear to Vine, though, that Aaron is obsessed with her. And when Saul leaves God's Creek for a year to work in another county, the wife he leaves behind will never be the same again. The violence that lies ahead for Vine, will not only test her spirit, but also her ability to forgive--both others and herself. . . .
It is the early 1900s in rural Kentucky, and young Saul Sullivan is heading up to Redbud Camp to look for work. He is wary but unafraid of the Cherokee girl there whose beauty is said to cause the death of all men who see her. But the minute Saul lays eyes on Vine, he knows she is meant to be his wife. Vines mother disapproves of the mixed marriage; Sauls mother, Esme, has always been ill at ease around the Cherokee people. But once Vine walks into Gods Creek, Sauls mother and brother Aaron take to her immediately. It quickly becomes clear to Vine, though, that Aaron is obsessed with her. And when Saul leaves Gods Creek for a year to work in another county, the wife he leaves behind will never be the same again. The violence that lies ahead for Vine, will not only test her spirit, but also her ability to forgive—both others and herself. . . .
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