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Unremembered (The Unremembered Trilogy, Volume 1)


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ISBN13: 9780374379919
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Today is the only day I remember. Waking up in that ocean is all I have. The rest is empty space. Although I dont know how far back that space goes—how many years it spans. Thats the thing about voids: they can be as short as the blink of an eye, or they can be infinite. Consuming your entire existence in a flash of meaningless white. Leaving you with nothing.

No memories.

No names.

No faces.

Every second that ticks by is new. Every feeling that pulses through me is foreign. Every thought in my brain is like nothing Ive ever thought before. And all I can hope for is one moment that mirrors an absent one. One fleeting glimpse of familiarity.

Something that makes me … me.

Otherwise, I could be anyone.

Forgetting who you are is so much more complicated than simply forgetting your name. Its also forgetting your dreams. Your aspirations. What makes you happy. What you pray youll never have to live without. Its meeting yourself for the first time, and not being sure of your first impression.

After the rescue boat docked, I was brought here. To this room. Men and women in white coats flutter in and out. They stick sharp things in my arm. They study charts and scratch their heads. They poke and prod and watch me for a reaction. They want something to be wrong with me. But I assure them that Im fine. That I feel no pain.

The fog around me has finally lifted. Objects are crisp and detailed. My head no longer feels as though it weighs a hundred pounds. In fact, I feel strong. Capable. Anxious to get out of this bed. Out of this room with its unfamiliar chemical smells. But they wont let me. They insist I need more time.

From the confusion I see etched into their faces, Im pretty sure its they who need the time.

They wont allow me to eat any real food. Instead they deliver nutrients through a tube in my arm. Its inserted directly into my vein. Inches above a thick white plastic bracelet with the words Jane Doe printed on it in crisp black letters.

I ask them why I need to be here when Im clearly not injured. I have no visible wounds. No broken bones. I wave my arms and turn my wrists and ankles in wide circles to prove my claim. But they dont respond. And this infuriates me.

After a few hours, they determine that Im sixteen years old. Im not sure how Im supposed to react to this information. I dont feel sixteen. But then again, how do I know what sixteen feels like? How do I know what any age feels like?

And how can I be sure that theyre right? For all I know, they could have just made up that number. But they assure me that they have qualified tests. Specialists. Experts. And they all say the same thing.

That Im sixteen.

The tests cant tell me my name, though. They cant tell me where Im from. Where I live. Who my family is. Or even my favorite color.

And no matter how many “experts” they shuttle in and out of this room, no one can seem to explain why Im the only survivor of the kind of plane crash no one survives.

They talk about something called a passenger manifest. Ive deduced that its a kind of master list. A register of everyone who boarded the plane.

Ive also deduced that Im not on it.

And that doesnt seem to be going over very well with anyone.

A man in a gray suit, who identifies himself as Mr. Rayunas from Social Services, says hes trying to locate my next of kin. He carries around a strange-looking metal device that he calls a cell phone. He holds it up to his ear and talks. He also likes to stare at it and stab at tiny buttons on its surface. I dont know what my “next of kin” is, but by the look on his face, hes having trouble locating it.

He whispers things to the others. Things Im assuming he doesnt want me to hear. But I hear them anyway. Foreign, unfamiliar words like “foster care” and “the press” and “minor.” Every so often they all pause and glance over at me. They shake their heads. Then they continue whispering.

Theres a woman named Kiyana who comes in every hour. She has dark skin and speaks with an accent that makes it sound like shes singing. She wears pink. She smiles and fluffs my pillow. Presses two fingers against my wrist. Writes stuff down on a clipboard. Ive come to look forward to her visits. Shes kinder than the others. She takes the time to talk to me. Ask me questions. Real ones. Even though she knows I dont have any of the answers.

“Youre jus so beautiful,” she says to me, tapping her finger tenderly against my cheek. “Like one of those pictures they airbrush for the fashion magazines, you know?”

I dont know. But I offer her a weak smile regardless. For some reason, it feels like an appropriate response.

“Not a blemish,” she goes on. “Not one flaw. When you get your memory back, youre gonna have to tell me your secret, love.” Then she winks at me.

I like that she says when and not if.

Even though I dont remember learning those words, I understand the difference.

“And those eyes,” she croons, moving in closer. “Ive never seen sucha color. Lavender, almos.” She pauses, thinking, and leans closer still. “No. Violet.” She smiles like shes stumbled upon a long-lost secret. “I bet thats your name. Violet. Ring any bells?”

I shake my head. Of course it doesnt.

“Well,” she says, straightening the sheets around my bed, “Im gonna call you that anyway. Jus until you remember the real one. Much nicer soundin than Jane Doe.”

She takes a step back, tilts her head to the side. “Sucha pretty girl. Do you even remember whatcha look like, love?”

I shake my head again.

She smiles softly. Her eyes crinkle at the corners. “Hang on then. Ill show you.”

She leaves the room. Returns a moment later with an oval-shaped mirror. Light bounces off it as she walks to my bedside. She holds it up.

A face appears in the light pink frame.

One with long and sleek honey-brown hair. Smooth golden skin. A small, straight nose. Heart-shaped mouth. High cheekbones. Large, almond-shaped purple eyes.

They blink.

“Yes, thats you,” she says. And then, “You musta been a model. Such perfection.”

But I dont see what she sees. I only see a stranger. A person I dont recognize. A face I dont know. And behind those eyes are sixteen years of experiences I fear Ill never be able to remember. A life held prisoner behind a locked door. And the only key has been lost at sea.

I watch purple tears form in the reflecting glass.



“Mystery continues to cloud the tragic crash of Freedom Airlines flight 121, which went down over the Pacific Ocean yesterday evening after taking off from Los Angeles International Airport on a nonstop journey to Tokyo, Japan. Experts are working around the clock to determine the identity of the flights only known survivor, a sixteen-year-old girl who was found floating among the wreckage, relatively unharmed. Doctors at UCLA Medical Center, where shes being treated, confirm that the young woman has suffered severe amnesia and does not remember anything prior to the crash. There was no identification found on the girl and the Los Angeles Police have been unable to match her fingerprints or DNA to any government databases. According to a statement announced by the FAA earlier this morning, she was not believed to be traveling with family and no missing-persons reports matching her description have been filed.

“The hospital released this first photo of the girl just today, in the hope that someone with information will step forward. Authorities are optimistic that…”

I stare at my face on the screen of the thin black box that hangs above my bed. Kiyana says its called a television. The fact that I didnt know this disturbs me. Especially when she tells me that theres one in almost every household in the country.

The doctors say I should remember things like that. Although my personal memories seem to be “temporarily” lost, I should be familiar with everyday objects and brands and the names of celebrities. But Im not.

I know words and cities and numbers. I like numbers. They feel real to me when everything around me is not. They are concrete. I can cling to them. I cant remember my own face but I know that the digits between one and ten are the same now as they were before I lost everything. I know I must have learned them at some point in my eclipsed life. And thats as close to a sense of familiarity as Ive gotten.

I count to keep myself occupied. To keep my mind filled with something other than abandoned space. In counting Im able to create facts. Items I can add to the paltry list of things that I know.

I know that someone named Dr. Schatzel visits my room every fifty-two minutes and carries a cup of coffee with him on every third visit. I know that the nurses station is twenty to twenty-four footsteps away from my room, depending on the height of the person on duty. I know that the female newscaster standing on the curb at Los Angeles International Airport blinks fifteen times per minute. Except when shes responding to a question from the male newscaster back in the studio. Then her blinks increase by 133 percent.

I know that Tokyo, Japan, is a long way for a sixteen-year-old girl to be traveling by herself.

Kiyana enters my room and frowns at the screen. “Violet, baby,” she says, pressing a button on the bottom that causes my face to dissolve to black, “watchin that twenty-four-hour news coverage is not gonna do you any good. Itll only upset you more. Besides, its gettin late. And youve been up for hours now. Why doncha try to get some sleep?”

Defiantly I press the button on the small device next to my bed and the image of my face reappears.

Kiyana lets out a buoyant singsongy laugh. “Whoever you are, Miss Violet, I have a feelin you were the feisty type.”

I watch the television in silence as live footage from the crash site is played. A large rounded piece—with tiny oval-shaped windows running across it—fills the screen. The Freedom Airlines logo painted onto the side slowly passes by. I lean forward and study it, scrutinizing the curved red-and-blue font. I try to convince myself that it means something. That somewhere in my blank slate of a brain, those letters hold some kind of significance. But I fail to come up with anything.

Like the slivers of my fragmented memory, the debris is just another shattered piece that once belonged to something whole. Something that had meaning. Purpose. Function.

Now its just a splinter of a larger picture that I cant fit together.

I collapse back against my pillow with a sigh.

“What if no one comes?” I ask quietly, still cringing at the unfamiliar sound of my own voice. Its like someone else in the room is speaking and Im just mouthing the words.

Kiyana turns and looks at me, her eyes narrowed in confusion. “Whatcha talkin about, love?”

“What if…” The words feel crooked as they tumble out. “What if no one comes to get me? What if I dont have anyone?”

Kiyana lets out a laugh through her nose. “Now thats jus foolishness. And I dont wanna hear it.”

I open my mouth to protest but Kiyana closes it with the tips of her fingers. “Now, listen here, Violet,” she says in a serious tone. “Youre the mos beautiful girl Ive ever seen in all my life. And Ive seen a lotta girls. You are special. And no one that special ever goes forgotten. Its been less than a day. Someones gonna come for you. Its jus a matter of time.”

With a satisfied nod of her head and a squeeze of her fingers, she releases my lips and goes back to her routine.

“But what if I dont remember them when they do?”

Kiyana seems less concerned with this question than the last one. She smooths the sheets around my feet. “You will.”

I dont know how she can be so confident when I couldnt even remember what a television was. “How?” I insist. “You heard the doctors. All of my personal memories are completely gone. My mind is one big empty void.”

She makes a strange clucking sound with her tongue as she pats the bed. “That doesnt make any difference. Everybody knows the memories that really matter dont live in the mind.”

I find her attempt at encouragement extremely unhelpful. It must show on my face because Kiyana pushes a button to recline my bed and says, “Dont be gettin yourself all worked up, now. Why doncha rest up? Its been a long day.”

“Im not tired.”

I watch her stick a long needle into the tube thats connected to my arm. “Here, love,” she says tenderly. “Thisll help.”

I feel the drugs enter my bloodstream. Like heavy chunks of ice navigating a river.

Through the mist thats slowly cloaking my vision, I watch Kiyana exit the room. My eyelids are heavy. They droop. I fight the rising fatigue. I hate that they can control me so easily. It makes me feel helpless. Weak. Like Im back in the middle of the ocean, floating aimlessly.

The room becomes fuzzy.

I see someone in the doorway. A silhouette. It moves toward me. Fast. Urgently. Then a voice. Deep and beautiful. But the sound is slightly distorted by whatever substance is pumping through my blood.

“Can you hear me? Please open your eyes.”

Something warm touches my hand. Heat instantly floods my body. Like a fire spreading. A good kind of fire. A burn that seeks to heal me.

I fight to stay awake, wrestling against the haze. Its a losing battle.

“Please wake up.” The voice is far away now. Fading fast.

I can barely see the face of a young man. A boy. Hovering inches above me. He blurs in and out of focus. I make out dark hair. Damp against his forehead. Warm maple eyes. A crooked smile.

And without thinking, without intention, I feel myself smiling back.

I open my mouth to speak but the words come out garbled. Half formed. Half conscious. “Do I know you?”

He squeezes my hand. “Yes. Its me. Do you remember?”

The answer comes before I can even attempt to respond. It echoes in some back corner of my mind. A faraway flicker of a flame that is no longer lit. A voice that is not my own.


Always yes.

“This wasnt supposed to happen.” He speaks softly, almost to himself. “Youre not supposed to be here.”

I struggle to make sense of what is happening. To cling on to the unexpected surge of hope that has surfaced. But its gone just as quickly as it came. Extinguished in the dark void of my depleted memory.

A low groan escapes my lips.

I feel him moving around me. Fast, fluid motions. The tube that was in my nose is removed. The IV is gently pulled from my vein. Theres a faint tug on the cord attached to the suction cup under my gown and then a shrill beeping sound fills the room.

I hear frantic footsteps down the hall, coming from the nurses station. Someone will be here in less than fifteen steps.

“Dont worry,” he continues in a whisper, lacing his warm fingers through mine and squeezing. “Im going to get you out of here.”

I suddenly shiver. A chill has rolled over me. Slowly replacing every spark of heat that was lingering just under my skin.

And thats when I realize that the touch of his hand has vanished. With all my strength, I reach out, searching for it. Grasping at cold, empty air. I fight to open my eyes one last time before the darkness comes.

He is gone.


Copyright © 2013 by Jessica Brody Entertainment, LLC

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Angelia, April 27, 2014 (view all comments by Angelia)
This is such an enjoyable book. It’s got a lot of things that I loved and a couple of things that didn’t work for me, but overall it left me satisfied and eager to get my hands on the sequel.

The writing is wonderful. Descriptive without being flowery and it never gets repetitive which is always nice. Brody has a talent for understanding the teenage mind and all of her teens have very realistic voices and reactions. This is also one of those fast-paced, action-packed books that I LOVE so much. Going into it I had feared that we would have endless pages of Sera doing mundane things while agonizing over not knowing who she really is, and it would all be slowly revealed, but thankfully that is not the case. This is a story filled with intrigue, action, humor, bad-assery and a twist that genuinely surprised me.

This is also a story filled with great characters. Now I don’t have a lot of strong feelings about Sera, one way or the other. I’m sure this has a lot to do with the fact that without her memory it’s hard to know what her personality is really like-how much of it is natural and how much of it is a reaction to her situation. She has some great moments, but she also makes some really bad and frustrating decisions, although I don’t really hold them against her because I imagine I’d probably do some pretty desperate, reckless things to if I had lost all of my memory.

My favorites were probably Sera’s foster family, especially her foster brother Cody. He’s hilarious, stubborn and kind of a bad-ass, and he adds so so much to this story. He’s really what keeps Sera tethered to reality because the boy does not have a filter and is not afraid to tell her when she’s acting a little un-human, for lack of a better word. I really hope he is in the sequel because he was part of what made me love this book.

This book also has a villain who is pretty damn terrifying. Creepy and ruthless, he definitely intrigued me and I am curious to find out more about him and his association.

The only aspect of the book that just didn’t work for me was the relationship between Zen and Sera. I liked Zen, I found him charming and brave and just generally awesome. I just wasn’t sold on the idea of them having this big epic romance. The few glimpses we got into their past just didn’t do it for me. I don’t feel like I know why they are so in love with each other and ready to risk their lives for the small chance of having a future together.

Unremembered was a fantastic story and fun read. I can’t wait to get my hands on the sequel and see what kind of roller coaster Jessica Brody has planned for us.
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whatsheread, March 13, 2013 (view all comments by whatsheread)
No memories, no past, no identity, no answers ��" such is the fate Seraphina faces when she awakens among the wreckage of a plane crash, not only the only survivor but completely unharmed. Her miraculous survival not only garners intense media scrutiny but also more insidious observers. In her new world filled with well-meaning advice, Sera perceives an unknown threat that forces her to test her instincts. Did she survive a horrific plane crash only to meet a more treacherous fate? Such is the premise of Jessica Brody’s latest novel, Unremembered, the first book in a new trilogy.

Seraphina is the type of character which creates a need to protect within everyone who meets her, including the reading audience. This is in large part due to her total amnesia, which is so complete that she is not even able to remember how to dress herself. The complete lack of past, along with her forced isolation thanks to the media and her absence of familial connections, produces a character who appears fragile and fully engenders the nurturing response. That she is not quite as fragile as one might initially expect is not a surprise, but that desire to help and sympathize for Sera’s ongoing bewilderment creates a strong emotional bond within the reader.

One of the best things about Unremembered is the fact that it is unpredictable. Just as a reader begins to guess at the truth, the truth has a habit of veering off down a completely different path than the one expected. In fact, without completely spoiling the surprises, it is possible to completely overthink the plot. There are hidden agendas and shady scientists, but the society as described on the pages are exactly what they appear to be. Readers have become so inured by complex dystopian societies in which the downfall of modern society is only mentioned through hints or well into the second novel of a series that to read a novel which does not require one to try to figure out what happened necessitates its own mini paradigm shift of sorts.

The success of any science fiction novel hinges on the believability of the science being used to promote the story. In Unremembered, the science is actually fairly weak. Some of the explanations leave a lot to be desired, and the reader must take more than one leap of faith to accept Ms. Brody’s descriptions. In spite of all that however, a reader can and will still enjoy the story, as it is more about Sera’s search for answers than anything else. That some of the answers require a reader to suspend one’s sense of disbelief is not a major undertaking because one is so immersed in Sera’s fate.

The premise underlying Unremembered is quite creative. Ms. Brody answers just enough questions to keep the story satisfactory but still leaving larger answers and the fate of her heroine open for future novels. She excels at capturing Sera’s profound confusion, frustrations, and desperation for answers, which lends the story a sense of humanity and outshines its weaker elements. The emotional bond between Sera and reader and the desire to know her fate is what will keep readers anticipating the sequel.
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"Review" by , “Intriguing and fast-paced, Unremembered kept me turning pages with plot twists and a fascinating heroine worth rooting for. Sera and her quest to unlock the secrets of her past kept me guessing at every turn. I can't wait for the next book!”
"Review" by , Unremembered is a story brimming with mystery and suspense, star-crossed love and mad scientists. I felt like a detective putting together the pieces of Seraphina's forgotten past right along with her, and the masterful way the puzzle was finally revealed left me speechless.”
"Review" by , Unremembered is an awesome book! I was pulling for Seraphina from the opening chapters, and couldn't wait to read what happened next — and I LOVED the twist at the end.”
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