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1980-1982

Nancy Culpepper

When Nancy received her parents letter saying they were moving her grandmother to a nursing home, she said to her husband, “I really should go help them out. And Ive got to save Grannys photographs. They might get lost.” Jack did not try to discourage her, and she left for Kentucky soon after the letter came.

Nancy has been vaguely wanting to move to Kentucky, and she has persuaded Jack to think about relocating his photography business. They live in the country, near a small town an hours drive from Philadelphia. Their son, Robert, who is eight, has fits when they talk about moving. He does not want to leave his room or his playmates. Once, he asked, “What about our chickens?”

“They have chickens in Kentucky,” Nancy explained. “Dont worry. Were not going yet.”

Later he asked, “But what about the fish in the pond?”

“I dont know,” said Nancy. “I guess well have to rent a U-Haul.”

When Nancy arrives at her parents farm in western Kentucky, her mother says, “Your daddy and mes both got inner ear and nerves. And we couldnt lift Granny, or anything, if we had to all of a sudden.”

“The flu settled in my ears,” Daddy says, cocking his head at an angle.

“Mines still popping,” says Mom.

In a few days they plan to move Granny, and they will return to their own house, which they have been renting out. For nine years, they have lived next door, in Grannys house, in order to care for her. There Mom has had to cook on an ancient gas range, with her mother-in-law hovering over her, supervising. Granny used only lye soap on dishes, and it was five years before Nancys mother defied her and bought some Joy. By then, Granny was confined to her bed, crippled with arthritis. Now she is ninety-three.

“You didnt have to come back,” Daddy says to Nancy at the dinner table. “We could manage.”

“I want to help you move,” Nancy says. “And I want to make sure Grannys pictures dont get lost. Nobody cares about them but me, and Im afraid somebody will throw them away.”

Nancy wants to find out if Granny has a picture of a great-great-aunt named Nancy Culpepper. No one in the family seems to know anything about her, but Nancy is excited by the thought of an ancestor with the same name as hers. Since she found out about her, Nancy has been going by her maiden name, but she has given up trying to explain this to her mother, who persists in addressing letters to “Mr. and Mrs. Jack Cleveland.”

“Theres some pictures hid behind Grannys closet wall,” Daddy tells Nancy. “When we hooked up the coal-oil stove through the fireplace a few years ago, they got walled in.”

“Thats ridiculous! Why would you do that?”

“They were in the way.” He stands up and puts on his cap, preparing to go out to feed his calves.

“Will Granny care if I tear the wall down?” Nancy asks, joking.

Daddy laughs, acting as though he understood, but Nancy knows he is pretending. He seems tired, and his billed cap looks absurdly small perched on his head.

When Nancy and Jack were married, years ago, in Massachusetts, Nancy did not want her parents to come to the wedding. She urged them not to make the long trip. “Its no big deal,” she told them on the telephone. “Itll last ten minutes. Were not even going on a honeymoon right away, because we both have exams Monday.”

Nancy was in graduate school, and Jack was finishing his B.A. For almost a year they had been renting a large old house on a lake. The house had a field-rock fireplace with a heart-shaped stone centered above the mantel. Jack, who was studying design, thought the heart was tasteless, and he covered it with a Peter Max poster.

At the ceremony, Jacks dog, Grover, was present, and instead of organ music, a stereo played Sgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band. It was 1967. Nancy was astonished by the ministers white robe and his beard and by the fact that he chain-smoked. The preachers she remembered from childhood would have called him a heathen, she thought. Most of the wedding pictures, taken by a friend of Jacks, turned out to be trick photography—blurred faces and double exposures.

The party afterwards lasted all night. Jack blew up two hundred balloons and kept the fire going. They drank too much wine-and-

7-Up punch. Guests went in and out, popping balloons with cigarettes, taking walks by the lake. Everyone was looking for the northern lights, which were supposed to be visible that evening. Holding on to Jack, Nancy searched the murky sky, feeling that the two of them were lone travelers on the edge of some outer-space adventure. At the same time, she kept thinking of her parents at home, probably watching Gunsmoke.

“I saw them once,” Jack said. “They were fantastic.”

“What was it like?”

“Shower curtains.”

“Really? Thats amazing.”

“Luminescent shower curtains.”

“Im shivering,” Nancy said. The sky was blank.

“Lets go in. Its too cloudy anyway. Someday well see them. I promise.”

Someone had taken down the poster above the fireplace and put up the picture of Sgt. Pepper—the cutout that came with the album. Sgt. Pepper overlooked the room like a stern father.

“Whats the matter?” a man asked Nancy. He was Dr. Doyle,

her American History 1861-1865 professor. “This is your wedding. Loosen up.” He burst a balloon and Nancy jumped.

When someone offered her a joint, she refused, then wondered why. The house was filled with strangers, and the Beatles album played over and over. Jack and Nancy danced, hugging each other in a slow two-step that was all wrong for the music. They drifted past the wedding presents, lined up on a table Jack had fashioned from a door—hand-dipped candles, a silver roach clip, Joy of Cooking, signed pottery in nonfunctional shapes. Nancy wondered what her parents had eaten for supper. Possibly fried steak, two kinds of peas, biscuits, blackberry pie. The music shifted and the songs merged together; Jack and Nancy kept dancing.

“There arent any stopping places,” Nancy said. She was crying. “Songs used to have stopping places in between.”

“Lets just keep on dancing,” Jack said.

Nancy was thinking of the blackberry bushes at the farm in Kentucky, which spread so wildly they had to be burned down every few years. They grew on the banks of the creek, which in summer shrank to still, small occasional pools. After a while Nancy realized that Jack was talking to her. He was explaining how he could predict exactly when the last, dying chord on the album was about to end.

“Listen,” he said. “There. Right there.”

Nancys parents had met Jack a few months before the wedding, during spring break, when Jack and Nancy stopped in Kentucky on their way to Denver to see an old friend of Jacks. The visit involved some elaborate lies about their sleeping arrangements on the trip.

At the supper table, Mom and Daddy passed bowls of food self-consciously. The table was set with some napkins left over from Christmas. The vegetables were soaked in bacon grease, and Jack took small helpings. Nancy sat rigidly, watching every movement, like a cat stationed near a bird feeder. Mom had gathered poke, because it was spring, and she said to Jack, “I bet you dont eat poke salet up there.”

“Its weeds,” said Nancy.

“Ive never heard of it,” Jack said. He hesitated, then took a small serving.

“Its poison if it gets too big,” Daddy said. He turned to Nancys mother. “I think you picked this too big. Youre going to poison us all.”

“Hes teasing,” Nancy said.

“The berries is whats poison,” said Mom, laughing. “Wouldnt that be something? Theyll say up there I tried to poison your boyfriend the minute I met him!”

Everyone laughed. Jacks face was red. He was wearing an embroidered shirt. Nancy watched him trim the fat from his ham as precisely as if he were using an X-Acto knife on mat board.

“Hows Granny?” asked Nancy. Her grandmother was then living alone in her own house.

“Tolerable well,” said Daddy.

“Well go see her,” Jack said. “Nancy told me all about her.”

“She cooks her egg in her oats to keep from washing a extry dish,” Mom said.

Nancy played with her food. She was looking at the pink dining room wall and the plastic flowers in the window. On the afternoon Jack and Nancy first met, he took her to a junk shop, where he bought a stained-glass window for his bathroom. Nancy would never have thought of going to a junk shop. It would not have occurred to her to put a stained-glass window in a bathroom.

“What do you aim to be when you graduate?” Daddy asked Jack abruptly, staring at him. Jacks hair looked oddly like an Irish setters ears, Nancy thought suddenly.

“Wont you have to go in the Army?” Mom asked.

“Ill apply for an assistantship if my grades are good enough,” Jack said. “Anything to avoid the draft.”

Nancys father was leaning into his plate, as though he were concentrating deeply on each bite.

“He makes good grades,” Nancy said.

“Nancy always made all As,” Daddy said to Jack.

“We gave her a dollar for ever one,” said Mom. “She kept us broke.”

“In graduate school they dont give As,” said Nancy. “They just give Ss and Us.”

Jack wadded up his napkin. Then Mom served fried pies with white sauce. “Nancy always loved these better than anything,” she said.

After supper, Nancy showed Jack the farm. As they walked through the fields, Nancy felt that he was seeing peaceful landscapes—arrangements of picturesque cows, an old red barn. She had never thought of the place this way before; it reminded her of prints in a dime store.

While her mother washes the dishes, Nancy takes Grannys dinner to her, and sits in a rocking chair while Granny eats in bed. The food is on an old TV-dinner tray. The compartments hold chicken and dressing, mashed potatoes, field peas, green beans, and vinegar slaw. The servings are tiny—six green beans, a spoonful of peas.

Grannys teeth no longer fit, and she has to bite sideways, like a cat. She wears the lower teeth only during meals, but she will not get new ones. She says it would be wasteful to be buried with a new three-hundred-dollar set of teeth. In between bites, Granny guzzles iced tea from a Kentucky Lakes mug. “That slaw dont have enough sugar in it,” she says. “It makes my mouth draw up.” She smacks her lips.

Nancy says, “Ive heard the food is really good at the Orchard Acres Rest Home.”

Granny does not reply for a moment. She is working on a chicken gristle, which causes her teeth to clatter. Then she says, “I aint going nowhere.”

“Mom and Daddy are moving back into their house. You dont want to stay here by yourself, do you?” Nancys voice sounds hollow to her.

“Ill be all right. I can do for myself.”

When Granny swallows, it sounds like water spilling from a bucket into a cistern. After Nancys parents moved in, they covered Grannys old cistern, but Nancy still remembers drawing the bucket up from below. The chains made a sound like crying.

Granny pushes her food with a piece of bread, cleaning her tray. “I can do a little cooking,” she says. “I can sweep.”

“Try this boiled custard, Granny. I made it just for you. Just the way you used to make it.”

“It aint yaller enough,” says Granny, tasting the custard. “Store-bought eggs.”

When she finishes, she removes her lower teeth and sloshes them in a plastic tumbler on the bedside table. Nancy looks away. On the wall are Nancys high school graduation photograph and a picture of Jesus. Nancy looks sassy; her graduation hat resembles a tilted lid. Jesus has a halo, set at about the same angle.

Now Nancy ventures a question about the pictures hidden behind the closet wall. At first Granny is puzzled. Then she seems to remember.

“Theyre behind the stovepipe,” she says. Grimacing with pain, she stretches her legs out slowly, and then, holding her head, she sinks back into her pillows and draws the quilt over her shoulders. “Ill look for them one of these days—when Im able.”

Jack photographs weeds, twigs, pond reflections, silhouettes of Robert against the sun with his arms flung out like a scarecrows. Sometimes he works in the evenings in his studio at home, drinking tequila sunrises and composing bizarre still lifes with lightbulbs, wine bottles, Tinkertoys, Lucite cubes. He makes arrangements of gourds look like breasts.

On the day Nancy tried to explain to Jack about her need to save Grannys pictures, a hailstorm interrupted her. It was the only hailstorm she had ever seen in the North, and she had forgotten all about them. Granny always said a hailstorm meant that God was cleaning out his icebox. Nancy stood against a white Masonite wall mounted with a new series of photographs and looked out the window at tulips being smashed. The ice pellets littered the ground like shattered glass. Then, as suddenly as it had arrived, the hailstorm was over.

“Pictures didnt used to be so common,” Nancy said. Jacks trash can was stuffed with rejected prints, and Roberts face was crumpled on top. “I want to keep Grannys pictures as reminders.”

“If you think that will solve anything,” said Jack, squinting at a negative he was holding against the light.

“I want to see if she has one of Nancy Culpepper.”

“Thats you.”

“There was another one. She was a great-great-aunt or something, on my daddys side. She had the same name as mine.”

“Theres another one of you?” Jack said with mock disbelief.

“Im a reincarnation,” she said, playing along.

“Theres nobody else like you. Youre one of a kind.”

Nancy turned away and stared deliberately at Jacks pictures, which were held up by clear-headed pushpins, like translucent eyes dotting the wall. She examined them one by one, moving methodically down the row—stumps, puffballs, tree roots, close-ups of cat feet.

Nancy first learned about her ancestor on a summer Sunday a few years before, when she took her grandmother to visit the Culpepper graveyard, beside an oak grove off the Paducah highway. The old oaks had spread their limbs until they shaded the entire cemetery, and the tombstones poked through weeds like freak mushrooms. Nancy wandered among the graves, while Granny stayed beside her husbands gravestone. It had her own name on it too, with a blank space for the date.

From the Hardcover edition.

Product Details

ISBN:
9780812976670
Author:
Mason, Bobbie Ann
Publisher:
Random House Trade
Subject:
Short Stories (single author)
Subject:
General Fiction
Subject:
Literature-A to Z
Subject:
Stories (single author)
Edition Description:
Trade paper
Publication Date:
20070831
Binding:
TRADE PAPER
Grade Level:
General/trade
Language:
English
Pages:
256
Dimensions:
7.96x5.32x.59 in. .42 lbs.

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