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The Lock Artistby Steve Hamilton
Locked Up Tight for Another Day
You may remember me. Think back. The summer of 1990. I know thats a while ago, but the wire services picked up the story and I was in every newspaper in the country. Even if you didnt read the story, you probably heard about me. From one of your neighbors, somebody you worked with, or if youre younger, from somebody at school. They called me "the Miracle Boy." A few other names, too, names thought up by copy editors or newscasters trying to outdo one another. I saw "Boy Wonder" in one of the old clippings. "Terror Tyke," that was another one, even though I was eight years old at the time. But it was the Miracle Boy that stuck.
I stayed in the news for two or three days, but even when the cameras and the reporters moved on to something else, mine was the kind of story that stuck with you. You felt bad for me. How could you not? If you had young kids of your own back then, you held them a little tighter. If you were a kid yourself, you didnt sleep right for a week.
In the end, all you could do was wish me well. You hoped that I had found a new life somewhere. You hoped that because I was so young, somehow this would have protected me, made it not so horrible. That Id be able to get over it, maybe even put the whole thing behind me. Children being so adaptable and flexible and durable, in ways that adults could never be. That whole business. Its what you hoped, anyway, if you even took the time to think about me the real person and not just the young face in the news story.
People sent me cards and letters back then. A few of them had drawings made by children. Wishing me well. Wishing me a happy future. Some people even tried to visit me at my new home. Apparently, theyd come looking for me in Milford, Michigan, thinking they could just stop anybody on the street and ask where to find me. For what reason, exactly? I guess they thought I must have some kind of special powers to have lived through that day in June. What those powers might be, or what these people thought I could do for them, I couldnt even imagine.
In the years since then, what happened? I grew up. I came to believe in love at first sight. I tried my hand at a few things, and if I was any good at it, that meant it had to be either totally useless or else totally against the law. That goes a long way toward explaining why Im wearing this stylish orange jumpsuit right now, and why Ive been wearing it every single day for the past nine years.
I dont think its doing me any good to be here. Me or anybody else. Its kind of ironic, though, that the worst thing I ever did, on paper at least, was the one thing I dont regret. Not at all.
In the meantime, as long as Im here, I figure what the hell, Ill take a look back at everything. Ill write it all down. Which, if Im going to do it, is really the only way I can tell the story. I have no other choice, because as you may or may not know, in all the things Ive done in the past years, theres one particular thing I havent done. I havent spoken one single word out loud.
Thats a whole story in itself, of course. This thing that has kept me silent for all of these years. Locked up here inside me, ever since that day. I cannot let go of it. So I cannot speak. I cannot make a sound.
Here, though, on the page . . . it can be like were sitting together at a bar somewhere, just you and me, having a long talk. Yeah, I like that. You and me sitting at a bar, just talking. Or rather me talking and you listening. What a switch that would be. I mean, youd really be listening. Because Ive noticed how most people dont know how to listen. Believe me. Most of the time theyre just waiting for the other person to shut up so they can start talking again. But you . . . hell, youre just as good a listener as I am. Youre sitting there, hanging on every word I say. When I get to the bad parts, you hang in there with me and you let me get it out. You dont judge me right off the bat. Im not saying youre going to forgive everything. I sure as hell dont forgive it all myself. But at least youll be willing to hear me out, and in the end to try to understand me. Thats all I can ask, right?
Problem is, where do I begin? If I go right to the sob story, itll feel like Im already trying to excuse everything I did. If I go to the hardcore stuff first, youll think Im some sort of born criminal. Youll write me off before I get the chance to make my case.
So maybe Ill kind of skip around, if you dont mind. How the first real jobs I was involved with went down. How it felt to be growing up as the Miracle Boy. How it all came together that one summer. How I met Amelia. How I found my unforgivable talent. How I got myself heading down the wrong road. Maybe youll look at that and decide that I didnt have much choice. Maybe youll decide that you would have done exactly the same thing.
The one thing I cant do is start off on that day in June of 1990. I cant go there yet. No matter how hard other people have tried to convince me, and believe me, there were a lot of them and they tried pretty damned hard . . . I cant start there because I already feel claustrophobic enough in here. Some days its all I can do to keep breathing. But maybe one of these days as Im writing, Ill get to it and Ill think to myself, okay, todays the day. Today you can face it. No warm-up needed. Just go back to that day and let it fly. Youre eight years old. You hear the sound outside the door. And—
Damn, this is even harder than I thought.
I had to take a little break, get up and walk around a little bit, which around here isnt very far. I left the cell and walked down through the common area, used the main bathroom and brushed my teeth. There was a new guy in there, someone who doesnt know anything about me yet. When he said hey to me, I knew I had to be careful. Not answering people might be considered rude on the outside. In here, it could be taken as disrespect. If I were in a really bad place, Id probably be dead by now. Even in here, in this place, its a constant challenge for me.
I did what I usually do. Two fingers of my right hand pointing to my throat, then a slashing motion. No words coming out of here, pal. No disrespect intended. I obviously made it back alive because Im still writing.
So hang on, because this is my story if youre ready for it. I was the Miracle Boy, once upon a time. Later on, the Milford Mute. The Golden Boy. The Young Ghost. The Kid. The Boxman. The Lock Artist. That was all me.
But you can call me Mike.
Excerpted from The Lock Artist by Steve Hamilton.
Copyright © 2009 by Steve Hamilton.
Published in January 2010 by Minotaur Books.
All rights reserved. This work is protected under copyright laws and reproduction is strictly prohibited. Permission to reproduce the material in any manner or medium must be secured from the Publisher.
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