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Chapter 1.ALL HER FEARS DISSOLVING FOR A SECOND OR TWO.
Even in her sleep she could taste her mother's grilled-cheese sandwiches: crackling on the outside but rescued from dryness by a fatty residue of butter coating her tongue, the cheddar inside melted perfectly and peeking innocently around the bread crust. It smelled of calmness, security, and warmth.
Something to drink, Jay? her mother asked.
Milk, Jay mumbled through the first mouthful of the sandwich.
Excuse me? Jay's mother said; she was beautiful but looked tired, with her long hair tied back and a suggestion of shadow around her eyes.
Milk, Jay said more clearly.
Is that how we ask for something?
Can I have some milk, please? Jay blurted out.
Her mother nodded with satisfaction and went to the kitchen. Jay heard the sound of the refrigerator opening and the milk being poured. She had another bite of her sandwich.
The light streaming in through the dining-room windows cast pools of reflection on the wooden tabletop. Jay made sure not to leave crumbs. Her father wasn't home he was at work but she had trained herself to avoid the looks of irritation her carelessness provoked. He made Jay tense and worried. She loved him so much that she grabbed hold of him whenever he was near, pressing herself to his leg or arm, her thumb making for her mouth, all her fears dissolving for a second or two.
The milk was in front of her. Jay couldn't remember her mother bringing it. Somehow she knew none of this was real, but it felt so good she didn't want it to stop.
She lived in a place called Minnesota. It was a very cold place where people knew how to behave themselves. It was actually only cold for part of the year, but that cold was so profound, so shocking and even terrifying at times, that it cast a shadow over even the hottest and sunniest days of summer.
Jay's mother was gone. She had left. That's right, she had left.
The house was quiet. It was three stories including the spacious attic, full of comfortable furniture and a kitchen always stocked with food. Though she was in a little girl's body, Jay could remember growing to adulthood there. She'd snuck cigarettes by the big elm in the backyard, and lost her virginity in her room one afternoon when she was supposed to be at school. She loved the house, for all its residue of pain and disappointment.
Another bite of the sandwich. The crispy pan-fried bread gave way to the hot, liquid core. The place was entirely quiet, the way it had often been when she was a teenager, with her father off somewhere and her mother silently painting in the sunporch no music, no talk radio, nothing but Anna's endless meditation on the back garden. It had grown increasingly quiet during dinnertime as well, the laughter and storytelling between Jay's parents having shifted to a more muted song of things unsaid that Jay could never entirely penetrate.
She got up from the table. Strange, she was so short. The top of the table was at about shoulder level. How old was she? Five? Six? She reached up and felt the soft outlines of her cheeks, the feathery wisps of her shoulder-length hair.
The living room was as she remembered (when was it?), with stacks of magazines and books everywhere, her own and her parents', with Anna's gardenscapes on all four walls.
Anna. Jay's mother's name was Anna. And now she was gone. She had died.
Jay sat on the worn-out sofa under the room's largest window, raising a small nimbus of dust that dispersed around her. From there she could see the open door to the sunroom, and make out the workbench where Anna kept her paints, rags, and brushes. Jay tongued out a stubborn bit of her sandwich from the back of her teeth, enjoying the flash of a flavor she hadn't tasted in . . .
She was never going to see her mother again.
With an emotion resembling panic Jay thought of the closet upstairs where Anna kept her clothes. She knew everything was just as Anna had left it; Jay's father, Lewis, was too benumbed by grief to get rid of them. Jay had an urge to go up there and lose herself in the smell of her mother's stale perfume and the feel of the dresses Jay used to press her face against.
But she couldn't. She willed herself to stand, but it was impossible. She might as well have been cemented to the couch.
The room began to break apart as though it wasn't real. Of course it wasn't real.
Her bedroom was suffused with the morning chill. Weak light insinuated its way through a crack in the curtains. Jay stretched her body and remembered where she was, and when it was.
Next to her slept a man. Stephen. That was Stephen. He slept with his arms folded, his chest rising and falling, his handsome face tense as though he was working out some unsolvable problem. Somehow he sensed Jay waking up and shifted toward her a couple of inches.
Jay was twenty-three. She wasn't a little girl any longer, though she could taste the grilled-cheese sandwich of her dream and, almost gasping, remembered that she had been in the presence of her mother just moments before. She had asked for the milk correctly, after some prompting. She had pleased her mother one more time.
She shook her head because it wouldn't do to start the morning crying. There was a real little girl down the hall, after all, and Jay had to be strong for her. She had to be strong in spite of how certain she was of her own weakness.
It wouldn't be irresponsible to doze for ten more minutes. Ten more minutes, and then Jay would launch herself out of bed and transform into a domestic whirlwind effortlessly getting Ramona ready for school and then heading to work. It would be easy. It would be simple, in a way that it never was before.
From the Trade Paperback edition.
"Skinner writes so beautifully about ice and snow and cold so bitter it can cause a man's mind to crack that even when he is being self-indulgent, the sheer elegance of his style sustains him." Marilyn Stasio, The New York Times Book Review
It's been years since Jay's mother passed away. But her father, Lewis, has yet to move on. Jay is too busy to grieve holding down a job, mothering her young daughter, keeping her father and her professor boyfriend, Steven, from killing each other but she is worried about her father's dark mood. She wonders if the emotion isn't more sinister than mere sadness. As if her father is hiding some terrible secret. One brutally cold morning, Lewis confronts Steven on a hillside running path. Things get out of hand and Lewis shoves Steven, sending him splashing into the frigid waters of the Mississippi. Steven is pulled from the river, alive but comatose, and Lewis's tenuous grip on reality weakens when he realizes that he might have killed Steven. Worse yet, he recognizes this kind of guilt, remembers it from just a few years back, when it was his wife in the hospital, and it was his hand forging her fate.
Fourteen degrees below zero cold enough to freeze the soul.
Lewis Ingraham is cold. He's lost his wife to cancer, his executive career, his once sure grip on the world around him. All that he can hold on to is his beautiful daughter, Jay, a brilliant student who has become a struggling single mother. But he sees that even Jay is starting to slip away from him, in favor of Stephen, her self-important boyfriend. This time Lewis is going to fight back.
But when Lewis takes out his fury on Stephen, he ignites a chain reaction of violence. Now winter is bearing down on Minnesota. Desire, guilt, and rage are swirling in the snow. And a heinous crime is about to lead three people down a steep and unforgiving slope into a realm of cold, hard truth.
Set in a chillingly barren milieu and invoking comparisons to Donald Westlakes bestselling classic The Ax, 14 Degrees Below Zero is a stunning, provocative, and utterly unforgettable experience in psychological suspense and American noir fashioned from the heat of ordinary lives.
About the Author
Natasha, now two and a half years old, trained Quinton Skinner on the ways of first-time fatherhood. He lives with his family in Minneapolis, Minnesota.