Chapter OneBlood makes noise.
Suzanne Vega
Imagine you are Siri Keeton.
You wake in an agony of resurrection, gasping after a record-shattering bout of sleep apnea spanning one hundred forty days. You can feel your blood, syrupy with dobutamine and leuenkephalin, forcing its way through arteries shriveled by months on standby. The body inflates in painful increments: blood vessels dilate, flesh peels apart from flesh, ribs crack in your ears with sudden unaccustomed flexion. Your joints have seized up through disuse. Youre a stick man, frozen in some perverse rigor vitae.
Youd scream if you had the breath.
Vampires did this all the time, you remember. It was normal for them, it was their own unique take on resource conservation. They could have taught your kind a few things about restraint, if that absurd aversion to right angles hadnt done them in at the dawn of civilization. Maybe they still can. Theyre back now, after allraised from the grave with the voodoo of paleogenetics, stitched together from junk genes and fossil marrow steeped in the blood of sociopaths and high-functioning autistics. One of them commands this very mission. A handful of his genes live on in your own body so it too can rise from the dead, here at the edge of interstellar space. Nobody gets past Jupiter without becoming part vampire.
The pain begins, just slightly, to recede. You fire up your inlays and access your own vitals. Itll be long minutes before your body responds fully to motor commands, hours before it stops hurting. The pains an unavoidable side effect. Thats just what happens when you splice vampire subroutines into Human code. You asked about painkillers once, but nerve blocks of any kind compromise metabolic reactivation. Suck it up, soldier.
You wonder if this was how it felt for Chelsea, before the end. But that evokes a whole other kind of pain, so you block it out and concentrate on the life pushing its way back into your extremities. Suffering in silence, you check the logs for fresh telemetry.
You think: That cant be right.
Because if it is, youre in the wrong part of the universe. Youre not in the Kuiper Belt where you belong: youre high above the ecliptic and deep into the Oort, the realm of long-period comets that only grace the sun every million years or so. Youve gone interstellar, which means (you bring up the system clock) youve been undead for eighteen hundred days.
Youve overslept by almost five years.
The lid of your coffin slides away. Your own cadaverous body reflects from the mirrored bulkhead opposite, a desiccated lungfish waiting for the rains. Bladders of isotonic saline cling to its limbs like engorged antiparasites, like the opposite of leeches. You remember the needles going in just before you shut down, way back when your veins were more than dry twisted filaments of beef jerky.
Szpindels reflection stares back from his own pod to your immediate right. His face is as bloodless and skeletal as yours. His wide sunken eyes jiggle in their sockets as he reacquires his own links, sensory interfaces so massive that your own off-the-shelf inlays amount to shadow puppetry in comparison.
You hear coughing and the rustling of limbs just past line of sight, catch glimpses of reflected motion where the others stir at the edge of vision.
“Wha . . . ” your voice is barely more than a hoarse whisper, “. . . happ . . . ?”
Szpindel works his jaw. Bone cracks audibly.
“. . . Sssuckered,” he hisses.
You havent even met the aliens yet, and already theyre running rings around you.
So we dragged ourselves back from the dead: five part-time cadavers, naked, emaciated, barely able to move even in zero g. We emerged from our coffins like premature moths ripped from their cocoons, still half-grub. We were alone and off course and utterly helpless, and it took a conscious effort to remember: They would never have risked our lives if we hadnt been essential.
“Morning, commissar.” Isaac Szpindel reached one trembling, insensate hand for the feedback gloves at the base of his pod. Just past him, Susan James was curled into a loose fetal ball, murmuring to herselves. Only Amanda Bates, already dressed and cycling through a sequence of bone-cracking isometrics, possessed anything approaching mobility. Every now and then she tried bouncing a rubber ball off the bulkhead; but not even she was up to catching it on the rebound yet.
The journey had melted us down to a common archetype. Jamess round cheeks and hips; Szpindels high forehead and lumpy, lanky chassiseven the enhanced carboplatinum brick shit house that Bates used for a bodyall had shriveled to the same desiccated collection of sticks and bones. Even our hair seemed to have become strangely discolored during the voyage, although I knew that was impossible. More likely it was just filtering the pallor of the skin beneath. Still. The pre-dead James had been dirty blond, Szpindels hair had been almost dark enough to call black, but the stuff floating from their scalps looked the same dull kelpy brown to me now. Bates kept her head shaved, but even her eyebrows werent as rusty as I remembered them.
Wed revert to our old selves soon enough. Just add water. For now, though, the old slur was freshly relevant: The Undead really did all look the same, if you didnt know how to look.
If you did, of courseif you forgot appearance and watched for motion, ignored meat and studied topologyyoud never mistake one for another. Every facial tic was a data point, every conversational pause spoke volumes more than the words to either side. I could see Jamess personae shatter and coalesce in the flutter of an eyelash. Szpindels unspoken distrust of Amanda Bates shouted from the corner of his smile. Every twitch of the phenotype cried aloud to anyone who knew the language.
“Wheres” James croaked, coughed, waved one spindly arm at Sarastis empty coffin gaping at the end of the row.
Szpindels lips cracked in a small rictus. “Gone back to Fab, eh? Getting the ship to build some dirt to lie on.”
“Probably communing with the Captain.” Bates breathed louder than she spoke, a dry rustle from pipes still getting reacquainted with the idea of respiration.
James again: “Could do that up here.”
“Could take a dump up here, too,” Szpindel rasped. “Some things you do by yourself, eh?”
And some things you kept to yourself. Not many baselines felt comfortable locking stares with a vampireSarasti, ever courteous, tended to avoid eye contact for exactly that reasonbut there were other surfaces to his topology, just as mammalian and just as readable. If he had withdrawn from public view, maybe I was the reason. Maybe he was keeping secrets.
After all, Theseus damn well was.
Shed taken us a good fifteen AUs toward our destination before something scared her off course. Then shed skidded north like a startled cat and started climbing: a wild high three-g burn off the ecliptic, thirteen hundred tonnes of momentum bucking against Newtons first. Shed emptied her Penn tanks, bled dry her substrate mass, squandered a hundred forty days of fuel in hours. Then a long cold coast through the abyss, years of stingy accountin