Chapter 1
The ice wasnt good this year. Ordinarily the lake froze to a depth of eight or ten inches, but this winter had been unusually warm. Frustrated and worried, Fox sat on a rock, smoking and scowling at the fringe of thin ice circling the lakeshore. She had some decisions to make.
“We havent cut enough ice to fill half the shed and winter is almost over,” she said to Peaches. Peaches wore a thick flannel shirt beneath his overalls. This time last year they had both worn heavy coats, scarves, and hats with fur earflaps.
“Well get by.”
Sometimes Peachess relentless optimism was exactly what Fox needed. Other times optimism made her want to bash him over the head with a block of ice. This was one of the bashing times.
“Once summer comes, itll take us about three weeks to sell the ice.” She jerked a thumb over her shoulder toward the ice shed. “And then what?”
“We aint the only cutters with no ice. Nobody going to have ice this year. That ice is going to fetch a pretty price.”
That was true. Fox smoked and watched the sun sparkling on the water in the center of a lake that should have been frozen solid. Raising the price on the ice they had already cut might see one person through the season, but not both of them.
She had a feeling that fate was gathering force, getting ready to kick her in the fanny. That the ice wouldnt be profitable this year was a nudge.
“You could go back to doing what youre good at doing. Me? I can always pick up work,” Peaches said.
Fox swiveled to study his brown face. Deep lines scored a grid on his cheeks. His hair was more white than dark. “How old are you? Seventy?”
“I dont know how old I am,” he said with a shrug. “Doesnt matter as long as I can work.”
He had a point there. And unless his rhumitiz was acting up, Peaches could work rings around anyone else Fox knew, including herself. But a seventy-year-old man shouldnt be looking for work. A seventy-year-old man should be able to sit on the porch if he had a mind to, and do nothing at all.
“Ive been thinking about a lot of things,” she said, fixing her gaze on a distant peak.
“I know it, and I dont like it when you start thinking deep.” Standing, Peaches examined a line of clouds building to the north. “Looks like a storm coming in,” he said hopefully. “I swear it feels colder already.”
“Im thinking how I just gave up on everything when DeBeck shot me and put me out of business. And Im thinking about Hobbs Jennings and how he stole my whole life and I havent done a fricking thing about it. Mostly Im thinking about revenge. DeBeck died before I could kill him and theres a lesson in that. So Im thinking about killing Jennings before he up and dies on his own.” Thinking was too mild a word. Brooding and obsessing were closer to the truth.
“You cant change the past, Missy.” Peachess voice softened like it always did when he was worried about her. His big hand came down on her shoulder and squeezed. “You can only change the future.”
“Im thinking about taking my half of the ice money, whatever it is, and going to Denver. Hobbs Jenningss future is the one I want to change.” She had almost made up her mind. All she needed was a sign that she was thinking right.
Over supper, Peaches brought the subject around again. “We might as well talk about it. So, lets say you go to Denver.”
“All right, lets say that.” Tilting her biscuit toward the lantern, she buttered the surface. She didnt like a blob of butter in the middle like some people she could name. The butter should be neatly spread to the rim.
“And lets say you find Mr. Jennings and you shoot the bastard and kill him. Then what?” He put a scoop of butter in the center of his biscuit just like she knew he would. “The law will arrest you and hang your butt. So what did you achieve?”
“Jennings would be dead. He would have paid for what he did.”
“But youd be dead, too.”
“Now why cant you butter your biscuit right? You end up with a couple of dry bites and one bite thats pure grease!”
“If you want to talk manners, Missy, I done told you a hundred times that refined folks dont hold the handle of their fork in their fist. Heres how youre supposed to hold it.”
“And I done told you a hundred times that me and refinement dont fall within spitting distance.” It could have been different. That she wasnt refined was the fault of Hobbs Jennings. And that thought circled her back to brooding about fulfilling her vow, to find Jennings and put a bullet in his thieving heart.
After they washed up the supper dishes, Fox stepped outside for a smoke. The cabin was small, and they had agreed not to stink it up with cigar smoke. While she waited for Peaches to set up the chessboard, she thought about walking away from the cabin, the lake, the ice business, and Peaches. Peaches was the sticking point.
Fox had known him since she was six or seven. They had run away from her mothers cousin when Fox was twelve. Thered been some gaps, but by and large theyd been together for almost twenty years. Peaches had taught her pretty near everything she knew that was worth knowing. What he couldnt teach her, like reading and woman things, hed made sure she learned from someone else. And some things shed learned herself.
Her biggest learning experience had come when shed run off again when she was seventeen, leaving Peaches behind. At the time she hadnt known that seventeen-year-olds, particularly women, didnt set off alone to find the goldfields in the mountains west of what was now Denver. That had been some trip, all right. The memory curved her lips in a smile. Shed gotten half frozen, half broiled, half starved, and was hopelessly lost about a hundred times. She had talked her way in and then out of Indian camps, had shot a mountain man with rape on his mind, had killed two bears and enough deer and rabbits to keep her alive.
Newspapers all over the territories had printed articles about her journey, which had launched her into the scouting business. Shed found a livelihood that had worked just fine until DeBeck shot her in the leg. After that, shed fetched up in Carson City, gimping around and waiting for her leg to heal.
“Remember that day we met up again?” Shed gone into Jacks Bar and discovered Peaches sweeping the place. It was like coming home. “You were still mad that Id run off in the middle of reading you one of Charlie Dickenss novels.”
“I aint got over it yet,” he said, grinning as she came back to the table. “Youre black this time.”
It didnt matter which color she played, he always beat her. “How long have we been sitting on the side of this mountain just drifting and waiting for something that never comes?”
“ Bout three years, I guess. Thats a long time to brood, Missy.”
“Is that what you think Ive been doing?” It was as good an explanation as any.
“I know thats changing. I know youre going to go to Denver. Probably knew fore you did.” He studied the board. “You want some company on the ride east?”
“Could you stand to see me hanged?” She studied the board, too.
“Might not happen. Might be youll stop living in the past and start making yourself a future. Might happen before we get to Denver.”
It would be like old times, her and Peaches on the road. But she was smarter now, wiser to the ways of the world. If Peaches was with her when she shot Hobbs Jennings, even if she shot him in front of a dozen witnesses, everyone would swear the black man was the killer before theyd believe a white woman had pulled the trigger.
“You cant be with me when I shoot Jennings. You have to agree to that or Im leaving you here.”
“Well cross that bridge when we get there. Im going.”
There was no point arguing now. Theyd have about twelve hundred miles to work out details.
When Fox opened the door in the morning, snow swirled into the cabin on a blast of frigid wind. She and Peaches slapped hands, then carried their coffee out to the lake to watch the snowflakes melt into the water. The pine trees looked like theyd been dipped in vanilla frosting and smelled sharp and tangy the way Fox thought green ought to smell. “Now if it would just stay this cold for another two weeks!”
But it didnt. The new ice was gone in three days.
Fox stood in her shirtsleeves, not needing a coat, and frowned at the stacks of ice blocks that filled about a third of the shed. The shed was protected from the sun by pines and aspen, and she had insulated the ice blocks with straw. There was no melt water on the floor of the shed, but if the weather got much warmer, there would be.
“Companys coming,” Peaches called.