Synopses & Reviews
“I didn’t decide to become anorexic. It snuck up on me disguised as a healthy diet, a professional attitude. Being as thin as possible was a way to make the job of being an actress easier . . .”
Portia de Rossi weighed only 82 pounds when she collapsed on the set of the Hollywood film in which she was playing her first leading role. This should have been the culmination of all her years of hard work—first as a child model in Australia, then as a cast member of one of the hottest shows on American television. On the outside she was thin and blond, glamorous and successful. On the inside, she was literally dying.
In this searing, unflinchingly honest book, Portia de Rossi captures the complex emotional truth of what it is like when food, weight, and body image take priority over every other human impulse or action. She recounts the elaborate rituals around eating that came to dominate hours of every day, from keeping her daily calorie intake below 300 to eating precisely measured amounts of food out of specific bowls and only with certain utensils. When this wasn’t enough, she resorted to purging and compulsive physical exercise, driving her body and spirit to the breaking point.
Even as she rose to fame as a cast member of the hit television shows Ally McBeal and Arrested Development, Portia alternately starved herself and binged, all the while terrified that the truth of her sexuality would be exposed in the tabloids. She reveals the heartache and fear that accompany a life lived in the closet, a sense of isolation that was only magnified by her unrelenting desire to be ever thinner. With the storytelling skills of a great novelist and the eye for detail of a poet, Portia makes transparent as never before the behaviors and emotions of someone living with an eating disorder.
From her lowest point, Portia began the painful climb back to a life of health and honesty, falling in love with and eventually marrying Ellen DeGeneres, and emerging as an outspoken and articulate advocate for gay rights and women’s health issues.
In this remarkable and beautifully written work, Portia shines a bright light on a dark subject. A crucial book for all those who might sometimes feel at war with themselves or their bodies, Unbearable Lightness is a story that inspires hope and nourishes the spirit.
In this searing, unflinchingly honest andlt;iandgt;New York Times andlt;/iandgt;bestseller, actress Portia de Rossi shares the truth of her long battle to overcome anorexia and bulimia while living in the public eye, and details the new happiness and health she has found in recent yearsand#8212;including her coming out and her marriage to Ellen DeGeneres.andlt;BRandgt;andlt;BRandgt;Now in paperback, the andlt;iandgt;New York Timesandlt;/iandgt; bestselling memoir from Portia de Rossi explores the truth of her long battle to overcome anorexia and bulimiaand#8212;and#8220;an unusually fresh and engrossing memoir of both Hollywood and modern womanhoodand#8221; ( andlt;iandgt;Los Angeles Timesandlt;/iandgt;, 5 stars).andlt;BRandgt; andlt;BRandgt; In this groundbreaking memoir, Portia de Rossi reveals the pain and illness that haunted her for decades, from the time she was a twelve-year-old girl working as a model in Australia, through her early rise to fame as a cast member of the hit television show andlt;iandgt;Ally McBealandlt;/iandgt;. All the while terrified that the truth of her sexuality would be exposed in the tabloids, Portia alternately starved herself and binged, putting her life in danger and concealing from herself and everyone around her the seriousness of her illness.andlt;BRandgt; andlt;BRandgt; She describes the elaborate rituals around food that came to dominate hours of every day and explores the pivotal moments of her childhood that set her on the road to illness. She reveals the heartache and fear that accompany a life lived in the closet, a sense of isolation that was only magnified by her unrelenting desire to be ever thinner, ever more in control of her body and the number of calories she consumed and spent.andlt;BRandgt; andlt;BRandgt; From her lowest point, Portia began the painful climb back to a life of health and honesty, falling in love and marrying Ellen DeGeneres and emerging as an outspoken and articulate advocate for gay rights and womenand#8217;s health issues. In this remarkable and landmark book, she has given the world a story that inspires hope and nourishes the spirit.
About the Author
andlt;Bandgt;Portia de Rossiandlt;/Bandgt;andnbsp;is an Australian-born actress best known for her roles in the television seriesandnbsp;andlt;iandgt;Ally McBeal, Arrested Development, andlt;/iandgt;and most recently andlt;iandgt;Better Off Ted.andlt;/iandgt;andnbsp;She lives in Los Angeles with her wife, Ellen DeGeneres.