Paradise
by A. L. Kennedy
A review by Laura Miller
Alcoholics may have lives full of catastrophe and drama, but as fictional characters
they're pretty limiting. A heavy drinker will come to one of only two possible
fates: Either he dries out and stays that way, or he destroys himself, though
the speed with which he achieves the destruction does vary. As a result, novels
about alcoholics lean toward either tales of redemption or long, grinding descents
into the gutter. The first kind of story can come across as proselytizing and
the second tends to be an unremitting bummer.
It wouldn't be fair to give away how A.L. Kennedy's Paradise ends, but
in this case the journey, not the destination, is the main point. Kennedy, a
professed teetotaler, has crafted a horrifying rhapsody to the ghastly splendors
of addictive drinking. Her narrator, a misanthropic Scottish screw-up named
Hannah Luckraft, may drift in and out of coherence, but one thing is always
clear to her: "I do love liquids."
Being endowed, however improbably, with Kennedy's own remarkable eloquence,
Hannah is able to sing the glory of liquids as Homer sang of Achilles' rage
and Whitman sang of himself. The thick stream pouring into a glass is "like
a muscle perpetually flexed and reflexed, the honey-colored heart of some irreversibly
specialized animal." And that's just apple juice, lovely mostly because
it reminds her of stronger stuff. You should hear her on the topic of a bottle
of Old Bushmill's ("the rounded corners and the dapper weight and the elegant
cut of the label ... a long, slim doorway to somewhere else") and the beauty
of the shelf behind a bar ("the tall gleam of charged glass, the winking
ranks of spirits, the delicious confusion of lights and shades and labels").
Why does Hannah -- the child of kind, respectable parents and the older sister
of Simon, an upstanding but increasing fed-up doctor -- drink? The answer is
not immediately forthcoming, but you could say that she's an example of the
old maxim about alcohol being both the cause and the remedy for most of mankind's
problems. At some (very early) age, she drank, whereupon she did things that
made her feel so bad she had to drink to forget them, which led to more unthinkable
behavior and so on. "I am enough to make me miserable," she laments.
"I am too much to bear. Other people get help, they're supported, they
have obvious injuries. Other people don't have to be me."
At the boozy center of Paradise lies Hannah's romance with Robert Gardener,
a dentist who shares her thirst. (Wince-inducing suggestions of how his drinking
affects his work can be gleaned from what Hannah wearily refers to as his "dental
rants.") This affair is an amor fou in the classic sense -- one of them
is always dragging the other off the wagon and into a boozy embrace -- but it
does seem to be genuine love and the only emotion, besides shame and disgust,
that Hannah can manage to fully feel. The question of whether her love for Robert
will save or kill her becomes the hinge on which Paradise turns.
Only a real alcoholic could testify to how accurately Paradise depicts
the affliction, but it does make chronic drinking more understandable to those
of us who aren't. Having dried out, Hannah finds "my fresh and sober life
unrolls about me, revealing a nice, clean, lunar emptiness." For her, alcohol
makes so many things -- sex, memory, the company of other people -- not just
bearable but possible. "Drink," she says after settling in at her
favorite pub, "has trotted in and softened worries, charmed away internal
repetitions of unpleasant facts and lifted my attitude those few vital degrees
which prevent everybody from dragging their past behind them like a corpse."
It's not a pretty choice that Hannah faces -- to learn to live with her past
or to let drink turn her into a real corpse, and well ahead of schedule -- but
Paradise lends the decision, and the befuddled woman who must make it,
a dignity she can't manage to believe in herself.
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