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The Digger
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When I first meet Taylor Wilson he is sixteen and busyandmdash;far too busy, he says, to pursue a driverandrsquo;s license. And so he rides shotgun as his father, Kenneth, zigzags the familyandrsquo;s Land Rover up a steep trail in Nevadaandrsquo;s Virginia Mountains.
and#160;and#160;and#160; From the back seat, I can see Taylorandrsquo;s gull-like profile, the almost unwavering line from his sandy-blond bangs to his forehead to his prominent nose. His thinness gives him a wraithlike appearance, but when heandrsquo;s lit up about something (as he is most waking moments), he does not seem frail. He has spent the past two hoursandmdash;the past few days, reallyandmdash;talking, analyzing, breathlessly evangelizing about nukes. Weandrsquo;ve gone back to the big bang and forward to mutually assured destruction and nuclear winter. In between are fission and fusion, Einstein and Oppenheimer, Chernobyl and Fukushima, matter and antimatter.
and#160;and#160;and#160; Kenneth steers the SUV past a herd of wild mustangs as we climb a series of progressively rougher and narrower dirt roads. This is the third time Taylor has coaxed his dad to these mountains so that he can beef up his collection of uranium oreandmdash;part of a broader stockpile of radioactive materials that the teenager has built into one of the most extensive in the world. Kenneth steers around a switchback, flushing a pair of quail, then halts the SUV in front of a small hole dug into the side of a mountain.
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;Whoa, wait a minute,andrdquo; Taylor says, throwing open his door.
and#160;and#160;and#160; He leaps out and sprints toward the mine entrance, which is barricaded by a shiny new chainlink fence. andldquo;This was my mine!andrdquo; he shouts. andldquo;It was my mine, and they fenced it off!andrdquo;
and#160;and#160;and#160; The Bureau of Mine Safety has hung a sign on the fence: DANGER: UNSAFE MINEandmdash;STAY OUT, STAY ALIVE. The smaller print lists some of the dangers in abandoned mines: bad air, rattlesnakes, old explosives, rotten timbers, falling rocks.
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;Okay, now, yandrsquo;all ignore that,andrdquo; Taylor says, calming. He turns toward the truck to fetch the gear, scoffing. andldquo;Like any mine is going to be safe.andrdquo;
and#160;and#160;and#160; Taylor andldquo;discoveredandrdquo; the Red Bluff Mine the previous year while rifling through a 1953 geology thesis complete with fading Polaroid photos stapled to yellowing paper that heandrsquo;d found in a forsaken corner of a library at the University of Nevada. Though the mine produced ore commercially for just a few years, the dirt that it cuts through still coughs up, Taylor says, andldquo;some of the hottest rocks in Nevada.andrdquo;
and#160;and#160;and#160; Taylor unloads a pickax and a shovel, flashlights, and three types of Geiger counter. He chides his dad for forgetting his radiation-detecting wristwatch and his ore-collecting bucketsandmdash;andldquo;Looks like weandrsquo;ll have to be resourceful,andrdquo; he saysandmdash;and heads for the fence.
and#160;and#160;and#160; He hoists himself lightly over the top, and Kenneth and I hand the gear to him and then clamber over the chainlink ourselves. When we enter the mine, the Geiger counterandrsquo;s ticking quickens slightly. Itandrsquo;s late autumn and unseasonably warmandmdash;a good thing, since on warm days uranium mines tend to andldquo;exhaleandrdquo; radioactive radon gas generated by uraniumandrsquo;s natural decay. In cooler weather, mines andldquo;hold their breath,andrdquo; as Taylor puts it, keeping more radon inside.
and#160;and#160;and#160; Taylor fills me in on mine terminology. The Red Bluff opening is an adit, meaning it enters the side of the mountain roughly horizontally (as opposed to a shaft, which enters a mountain at a vertical or steep incline). The darkness pulls in around us as we duck our heads and step inside; I can sense the weight of the mountain above. Swinging our flashlights, we see bats hanging on the support timbers, and rat feces scattered on the ground. (Unmentioned on the sign is the potentially fatal hantavirus, spread via rodent urine and droppings.)
and#160;and#160;and#160; We reach a winze, a side tunnel that angles steeply downward. Though winzes can drop hundreds of feet, Taylorandrsquo;s light follows a sloping plywood chute to another adit only six feet below. He reaches down with his Geiger counterandrsquo;s probe, and the ticking picks up considerably.
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;Something interesting down there,andrdquo; he says, already handing his light and radiation detector to his dad. He hops onto the wooden chute and slides down; Kenneth passes the gear to Taylor and we slide down after him.
and#160;and#160;and#160; Taylor quickly finds the radiation source. Itandrsquo;s a yellow vein of uranium running diagonally along the brown wall of the tunnel, crossed by a greenish trickle of water. When we move our lights away from the stream, it continues to glow faintly. andldquo;Ooh, man, radioactive water,andrdquo; Taylor says as he shifts his flashlight beam from side to side, studying the tiny green-gold river from all angles, transfixed. I find myself watching his fascination with a fascination of my own.
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;Liquid uranium,andrdquo; the teenager says. andldquo;I wonder if itandrsquo;s coming off some autunite up above. Itandrsquo;s a fluorescent mineral, hydrated calcium uranyl phosphate; pretty rare andrsquo;round here.andrdquo;
and#160;and#160;and#160; We continue deeper into the tunnel until we reach a frail-looking brace. Taylor inspects the rotted wooden beams and cross brace, then shines his light down the curving passageway; the tunnelandrsquo;s end is out of sight.
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;We might-could go back farther,andrdquo; Taylor says, using one of the double-modal expressions that attest to his Southern roots. andldquo;But it looks unstable to me.andrdquo; Kenneth gratefully concurs, and we retrace our path toward the blast of daylight that meets us at the mineandrsquo;s entrance. Once outside, Taylor climbs the fence and hoists his leg over. As he does, his Geiger counter probe brushes his thigh and emits a loud squawk.
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;Huh?andrdquo; he says. andldquo;Whatandrsquo;s going on with my leg?andrdquo; He hops down and runs the probe up and down his jeans. The detector shrieks. He looks worried.
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;My pant legs are highly radioactive,andrdquo; he says. andldquo;This is actually scaring me.andrdquo; He climbs down the other side of the fence and quickly unbuckles his belt. andldquo;Uh, Dad, can you run and get the pancake probe real quick?andrdquo; he says, yanking his belt from its loops and quickly pulling off shoes and jeans. Heandrsquo;s standing in his boxer shorts when Kenneth trots back from the Land Rover with the more sensitive instrument. Taylor snatches it from his fatherandrsquo;s hands and runs the large, flat disk along his bare leg. When it doesnandrsquo;t bleep, Taylor looks relieved. He goes over to the SUV and tests the seats, which are clean. Then he gingerly lifts his jeans and scans them. Halfway down the right thigh, the detector picks up the contamination, an invisible oval patch three or four inches long.
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;Itandrsquo;s not alpha radiation, which should rule out the mine as a source,andrdquo; Taylor says. andldquo;But it also rules out my pants shielding me. I could have absorbed a significant dose. Thatandrsquo;s kind of embarrassing.andrdquo; He holds the pants up to the sun. andldquo;I donandrsquo;t get it. They were clean this morning when I put andrsquo;em on. My skinandrsquo;s not radioactive, so itandrsquo;s not loose contamination, which makes me think itandrsquo;s been on the pants for a while. Butandmdash;how? Generally, my jeans are not radioactive to start the day.andrdquo;
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;Where does it come from?andrdquo; Kenneth says a few minutes later as we sit in a shady nook watching Taylor dig through the mineandrsquo;s tailings pile. Itandrsquo;s a question that Kenneth and Tiffany have asked themselves many times. Kenneth is a Coca-Cola bottler, a skier, an exandndash;football player. Tiffany is a yoga instructor.
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;Neither of us knows a dang thing about science,andrdquo; Kenneth says.
and#160;and#160;and#160; andldquo;Sweet Jesus!andrdquo; Taylor yells from atop the mound of yellow earth. andldquo;This is exceedingly radioactive dirt!andrdquo; Heandrsquo;s wearing my spare shorts now, the bunched-up waist cinched, with his belt, around his slender torso. His pickax and shovel lie on the ground next to the clicking Geiger counter as Taylor claws with his hands through the dirt. He bends from his waist, knees locked, his thin, sun-deprived legs descending through swirls of yellow dust and landing inside untied sneakers.