Chapter One
Heres what you need to know when you get in a fight: you are going to get hit. Its going to happen. No matter how good you are, no matter how fast you punch or how well you block. Sometimes, you just have to get hit.
Whats important is how you take it.
I used to get in a lot of fights. Now the only hits I can get in are when the spontaneous fights break out in the boys bathroom. Some bright spark came up with this lame idea: go to the bathroom, turn out the lights, and start hitting the first body you find. You can always tell when the fights are happening because guys will come back into class breathing heavily, smiling, and sometimes with red splotches on their cheeks or favoring their stomachs a little. I swear this one guy came back with a handprint on his face.
The teacher didnt notice.
I always ask for a bathroom pass when theres a dark-fight going on. Although I sort of think they know its me when I get in. I land a few hits and all of a sudden theres the flash of hall light as the door opens and the other guys go back to class.
I still get a few hits in though. A few really hard hits can be enough.
I like school, and not just because of the bathroom fights. Its quiet. I can sleep, and people usually leave me alone. Every now and then a jockll bump me in the hall, but I can handle that. And they all know I can fight something I learned from my dad.
That sounds stupid, like some gauzy film shot in black and white and theres this father teaching little junior how to make a fist.
My dad taught me how to take a punch.
Thats pretty important in a fight because, like I said, youre going to get hit and whats important is how you take it
If my dad lands one and you take it right, showing impact but not crumpling, hell maybe leave off, even if you took a swing back. He might shove you away. Stop at one.
With him theres no getting out of it, anyway. No putting it off, or talking your way out. No runningitll just be there for you later. He holds a grudge like a knife, blade out, pale fist bowing around the handle, ready to mark you.
It happened again just last month. I got home and my dad was already there, which was the first sign of trouble. The second sign? Empty bottles clustered on the battered table, an arsenal of tiny missiles.
So when he started in, how he was tired of waiting for me to make some money, tired of me wasting my time with school, I already knew what was coming. And that there was no way out but through.
Instead of handing over the twenty I keep for emergencies like a good little boy, I told him what a crock it was. That good old Uncle Sam kept Janie and me fed, not my dads sorry ass.
He lunged, shoving me back, fist cocked at his side. I planted my feet and leaned forward while twisting and tensing my abdomen for the strike when it came. Which it did.
It always does.
A lot of guys dont have a clue how to get hit. They arent prepared, havent tensed their bodies, arent ready for the pain. And no kid Ive ever fought can throw a good punch anyways not a real one.
One time I fought this martial arts puke. He thought he was Billy Badass and was talking trash everywhere. I was fine until he brought my sister into it, and since all the other idiots thought we should fight, we did. He fought to prove himself and I fought so everyone would leave me and Janie alone.
It only took a few hits.
This guy managed to block my test punches and he looked good doing it. My blocks are short and tight to my body, but his arced in these graceful curves, leaving his body open. It was easy to spot when and where to hit him.
I let it play out. Even though I knew how to get him. Because I kind of wanted him to hit me. It was just one of those daysI knew it would help.
I relaxed. I dropped my arms.
He pressed his entire body forward. His fist drove at my stomach, turning as he punched. I thought, heres something, because it looked good. I tensed my stomach.
But when it landed I started laughing.
Thats probably why everyone except Clay still thinks Im psycho, because I let him hit me two more times while I just stood there laughing. Because his punches were nothing. They looked great but stopped short a little thump like getting hit by a paperback book.
At first I wondered why such a strong-looking punch whiffed. Then I realized that hed never really hit anything. He was one of those guys you see in strip-mall Karate stores, punching at the air and pulling their punches when they face each other. His punch was like that. Robbed of its own force. I laughed and punched him so hard he doubled over. I thought about my sister, what hed said about her, and broke his nose.
Janie wasnt happy with me, so I felt like an idiot, but it was worth it because everyone pretty much leaves her alone now.