Synopses & Reviews
"I'm fat," I hear myself saying. I look in the mirror. My face has gone hot and red; I feel like I'm going to explode. "I'm fat." It sizzles under my skin, puffing me up, pushing me out, making me massive. andlt;BRandgt; andlt;BRandgt; Weight has always been a big issue in Carmen's life. How could it not? Her mom is obsessed with the idea that thin equals beautiful, thin equals successful, thin equals the way to get what you want. Carmen knows that as far as her mom is concerned, there is only one option: be thin. andlt;BRandgt; andlt;BRandgt; When her mother sweeps her off to live in the city, Carmen finds that her old world is disappearing. As her life spirals out of control Carmen begins to take charge of the only thing she can -- what she eats. If she were thin, very thin, could it all be different?
Review
"Grim, gritty, real. andlt;iandgt;Massiveandlt;/iandgt; is an important, cautionary tale of the dangerous pairing of food and self-esteem. Thought provoking." andlt;BRandgt; andlt;BRandgt; -- Deb Caletti, National Book Award finalist
Review
"For every girl who's fat or thin or in between, andlt;iandgt;Massiveandlt;/iandgt; is terrific. Julia Bell's Carmen knows how it feels to want to scream but to grit your teeth instead." andlt;BRandgt; andlt;BRandgt; -- Gail Giles, author of andlt;iandgt;Shattering Glassandlt;/iandgt; andandlt;iandgt; Dead Girls Don't Write Letters.andlt;/iandgt;
About the Author
andlt;bandgt;Julia Bellandlt;/bandgt; used to be a DJ before "becoming a proper person and getting a job." She is now a writer, editor, and tutor based at the University of East Anglia where she has also established Pen and#38; Ink., a small press. She is coeditor of andlt;Iandgt;Hard Shoulderandlt;/iandgt; (Trindal Street Press,1999) and andlt;Iandgt;England Callingandlt;/iandgt; (Weidenfeld and#38; Nicolson, 2001) with Jackie Grey, and coeditor of andlt;Iandgt;The Creative Writing Coursebookandlt;/iandgt; (MacMillan, 2001) with Paul Magrs.