PROLOGUE
Only four minutes remained in sixteen-year-old Laura Wrights life as she came out of the bathroom of the small apartment on Beaumont Street in San Francisco. Her eyes glistened with the residue of recent tears. But in the bathroom shed splashed water over her face and washed away the smeared mascara and makeup, and now her skin glowed. A damp tendril of blond hair hung over a broad, unlined forehead.
She walked through the tiny living room and over to where Mr. Mooney, her drama coach, leaned over the kitchen table, making some notes in his neat hand in the margins of the script they were rehearsing. At her approach, he straightened up. In the brighter light of the kitchen, Laura's eyes picked up some of the turquoise in her blouse.
Mooney wore a kind face, projected an easy manner. Ten years before he'd been leading man material and now, though still trim and good-looking in a conventional way, his hair had thinned and gone slightly gray, a hint of jowl marred his jawline. He smiled down at her.
"Better?" he asked.
She nodded, still too emotional to trust herself with her voice.
The two stood facing each other for a moment, and then Laura reached out her hands and stepped into him. After a minute, her shoulders began to shake and Mooney, holding her, moved his hands over her back, the smooth fabric of the silk. "It's all right," he said. "It's going to be all right."
"I know. I know it will be." Her face was buried into the hollow of his neck.
"It is now," Mooney said.
She nodded again. "I know. Just . . . just thank you." She stepped back, a little away, and looked up at him. "I didn't mean to get this way."
"The way you are is fine. I'm just glad you found the courage to tell somebody. Holding that inside can be so hard."
"I figured I could trust you."
"You figured right."
"I know, but . . . what was that?"
Mooney crossed to the window, looked out to the street. "Nobody. Nothing."
Laura sighed, a deep exhalation. "I didn't think Andrew could be back already. I don't know if I'm ready to face him. He'll be upset if he finds out I told you first. I mean, it's his baby, too. Maybe I can just say I started crying right after he left and you asked what was wrong . . ."
"Which is exactly what happened."
She nodded. "I know. But Andrew's been a little funny about you and me."
"You and me? What about you and me?"
"Our relationship. Yours and mine. We actually broke up about it once."
Mooney had to suppress a laugh. "About what, exactly?"
"He thought I had a crush on you. I did, in fact."
"You had a crush on me?"
"When we started the play, yeah, rehearsing here. A little. He was just so jealous, and then I got so mad when he accused me."
"Of what?"
"You know. Having a thing with you."
Now Mooney did allow a small chuckle. "Well, by now I hope he knows that didn't happen. And besides, this is about you. It's your body. You get to decide what to do." A pause. "And you know, it might not be the worst idea in the world to talk to your parents."
"No way," she said, shaking her head. "They'd kill me. They wouldn't want to be bothered. Trust me, this I know." Her eyes began to well up again.
Mooney stepped near to her and brushed a tear where it had fallen onto her cheek. "It's okay," he said. "In a few months this will all be behind you. It's just getting through the tough part."
"I so hope you're right. I feel like such a fool for letting this happen. I mean, it was just the one time."
"It only takes once." Mooney spoke gently. "You might want to keep that in mind, though, in the future."
"Don't worry," she said. "It's locked in." But again her composure slipped. Tears still threatening, she stood looking helplessly up at him. "Do you think I could get one more hug?"
"As a special request, one short one." He put his arms around her.
She pressed herself against him, squeezed hard, then all but jumped back out of his embrace as a knock came on the door. "Oh God," she said. "There's my great timing again. That's got to be Andrew. What if he saw us?"
Mooney held her at arm's length. "Laura," he said, "Andrew's a great guy. You don't have to worry about him, and even if he saw us, he knows you love him. Really. You just take care of yourself and do what you have to do and everything will be fine. I promise."
Mooney didn't know it, but his last words were a lie. Another knock sounded, and he moved to get the door.